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Alas! why must I record the hapless delusion of this matchless specimen
of humanity? What is there in our nature that is for ever urging us on
towards pain and misery? We are not formed for enjoyment; and, however
we may be attuned to the reception of pleasureable emotion,
disappointment is the never-failing pilot of our life’s bark, and
ruthlessly carries us on to the shoals. Who was better framed than this
highly-gifted youth to love and be beloved, and to reap unalienable joy
from an unblamed passion? If his heart had slept but a few years
longer, he might have been saved; but it awoke in its infancy; it had
power, but no knowledge; and it was ruined, even as a too early-blowing
bud is nipt by the killing frost.
I did not accuse Evadne of hypocrisy or a wish to deceive her lover;
but the first letter that I saw of hers convinced me that she did not
love him; it was written with elegance, and, foreigner as she was, with
great command of language. The hand-writing itself was exquisitely
beautiful; there was something in her very paper and its folds, which
even I, who did not love, and was withal unskilled in such matters,
could discern as being tasteful. There was much kindness, gratitude,
and sweetness in her expression, but no love. Evadne was two years
older than Adrian; and who, at eighteen, ever loved one so much their
junior? I compared her placid epistles with the burning ones of Adrian.
His soul seemed to distil itself into the words he wrote; and they
breathed on the paper, bearing with them a portion of the life of love,
which was his life. The very writing used to exhaust him; and he would
weep over them, merely from the excess of emotion they awakened in his
heart.
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