End of the world -- Fiction; Epidemics -- Fiction; Science fiction; Twenty-first century -- Fiction
I rode in the dark and rain through the labyrinthine streets of
unpeopled London. My child lay dead at home; the seeds of mortal
disease had taken root in my bosom; I went to seek Idris, my adored,
now wandering alone, while the waters were rushing from heaven like a
cataract to bathe her dear head in chill damp, her fair limbs in
numbing cold. A female stood on the step of a door, and called to me as
I gallopped past. It was not Idris; so I rode swiftly on, until a kind
of second sight, a reflection back again on my senses of what I had
seen but not marked, made me feel sure that another figure, thin,
graceful and tall, stood clinging to the foremost person who supported
her. In a minute I was beside the suppliant, in a minute I received the
sinking Idris in my arms. Lifting her up, I placed her on the horse;
she had not strength to support herself; so I mounted behind her, and
held her close to my bosom, wrapping my riding-cloak round her, while
her companion, whose well known, but changed countenance, (it was
Juliet, daughter of the Duke of L—-) could at this moment of horror
obtain from me no more than a passing glance of compassion. She took
the abandoned rein, and conducted our obedient steed homewards. Dare I
avouch it? That was the last moment of my happiness; but I was happy.
Idris must die, for her heart was broken: I must die, for I had caught
the plague; earth was a scene of desolation; hope was madness; life had
married death; they were one; but, thus supporting my fainting love,
thus feeling that I must soon die, I revelled in the delight of
possessing her once more; again and again I kissed her, and pressed her
to my heart.
We arrived at our home. I assisted her to dismount, I carried her up
stairs, and gave her into Clara’s care, that her wet garments might be
changed. Briefly I assured Adrian of her safety, and requested that we
might be left to repose. As the miser, who with trembling caution
visits his treasure to count it again and again, so I numbered each
moment, and grudged every one that was not spent with Idris. I returned
swiftly to the chamber where the life of my life reposed; before I
entered the room I paused for a few seconds; for a few seconds I tried
to examine my state; sickness and shuddering ever and anon came over
me; my head was heavy, my chest oppressed, my legs bent under me; but I
threw off resolutely the swift growing symptoms of my disorder, and met
Idris with placid and even joyous looks. She was lying on a couch;
carefully fastening the door to prevent all intrusion; I sat by her, we
embraced, and our lips met in a kiss long drawn and breathless—would
that moment had been my last!
Maternal feeling now awoke in my poor girl’s bosom, and she asked: “And
Alfred?”
“Idris,” I replied, “we are spared to each other, we are together; do
not let any other idea intrude. I am happy; even on this fatal night, I
declare myself happy, beyond all name, all thought—what would you more,
sweet one?”
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