End of the world -- Fiction; Epidemics -- Fiction; Science fiction; Twenty-first century -- Fiction
Idris understood me: she bowed her head on my shoulder and wept. “Why,”
she again asked, “do you tremble, Lionel, what shakes you thus?”
“Well may I be shaken,” I replied, “happy as I am. Our child is dead,
and the present hour is dark and ominous. Well may I tremble! but, I am
happy, mine own Idris, most happy.”
“I understand thee, my kind love,” said Idris, “thus—pale as thou art
with sorrow at our loss; trembling and aghast, though wouldest assuage
my grief by thy dear assurances. I am not happy,” (and the tears
flashed and fell from under her down-cast lids), “for we are inmates of
a miserable prison, and there is no joy for us; but the true love I
bear you will render this and every other loss endurable.”
“We have been happy together, at least,” I said; “no future misery can
deprive us of the past. We have been true to each other for years, ever
since my sweet princess-love came through the snow to the lowly cottage
of the poverty-striken heir of the ruined Verney. Even now, that
eternity is before us, we take hope only from the presence of each
other. Idris, do you think, that when we die, we shall be divided?”
“Die! when we die! what mean you? What secret lies hid from me in those
dreadful words?”
“Must we not all die, dearest?” I asked with a sad smile.
“Gracious God! are you ill, Lionel, that you speak of death? My only
friend, heart of my heart, speak!”
“I do not think,” replied I, “that we have any of us long to live; and
when the curtain drops on this mortal scene, where, think you, we shall
find ourselves?” Idris was calmed by my unembarrassed tone and look;
she answered:—“You may easily believe that during this long progress of
the plague, I have thought much on death, and asked myself, now that
all mankind is dead to this life, to what other life they may have been
borne. Hour after hour, I have dwelt on these thoughts, and strove to
form a rational conclusion concerning the mystery of a future state.
What a scare-crow, indeed, would death be, if we were merely to cast
aside the shadow in which we now walk, and, stepping forth into the
unclouded sunshine of knowledge and love, revived with the same
companions, the same affections, and reached the fulfilment of our
hopes, leaving our fears with our earthly vesture in the grave. Alas!
the same strong feeling which makes me sure that I shall not wholly
die, makes me refuse to believe that I shall live wholly as I do now.
Yet, Lionel, never, never, can I love any but you; through eternity I
must desire your society; and, as I am innocent of harm to others, and
as relying and confident as my mortal nature permits, I trust that the
Ruler of the world will never tear us asunder.”
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