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The banner of her family hung there, still
surmounted by its regal crown. Farewell to the glory and heraldry of
England!—I turned from such vanity with a slight feeling of wonder, at
how mankind could have ever been interested in such things. I bent over
the lifeless corpse of my beloved; and, while looking on her uncovered
face, the features already contracted by the rigidity of death, I felt
as if all the visible universe had grown as soulless, inane, and
comfortless as the clay-cold image beneath me. I felt for a moment the
intolerable sense of struggle with, and detestation for, the laws which
govern the world; till the calm still visible on the face of my dead
love recalled me to a more soothing tone of mind, and I proceeded to
fulfil the last office that could now be paid her. For her I could not
lament, so much I envied her enjoyment of “the sad immunities of the
grave.”
The vault had been lately opened to place our Alfred therein. The
ceremony customary in these latter days had been cursorily performed,
and the pavement of the chapel, which was its entrance, having been
removed, had not been replaced. I descended the steps, and walked
through the long passage to the large vault which contained the kindred
dust of my Idris. I distinguished the small coffin of my babe. With
hasty, trembling hands I constructed a bier beside it, spreading it
with the furs and Indian shawls, which had wrapt Idris in her journey
thither. I lighted the glimmering lamp, which flickered in this damp
abode of the dead; then I bore my lost one to her last bed, decently
composing her limbs, and covering them with a mantle, veiling all
except her face, which remained lovely and placid. She appeared to rest
like one over-wearied, her beauteous eyes steeped in sweet slumber.
Yet, so it was not—she was dead! How intensely I then longed to lie
down beside her, to gaze till death should gather me to the same
repose.
But death does not come at the bidding of the miserable. I had lately
recovered from mortal illness, and my blood had never flowed with such
an even current, nor had my limbs ever been so instinct with quick
life, as now. I felt that my death must be voluntary. Yet what more
natural than famine, as I watched in this chamber of mortality, placed
in a world of the dead, beside the lost hope of my life? Meanwhile as I
looked on her, the features, which bore a sisterly resemblance to
Adrian, brought my thoughts back again to the living, to this dear
friend, to Clara, and to Evelyn, who were probably now in Windsor,
waiting anxiously for our arrival.
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