End of the world -- Fiction; Epidemics -- Fiction; Science fiction; Twenty-first century -- Fiction
Poor, mistaken woman! in her tenderest mood before, she had cherished
the idea, that a word, a look of reconciliation from her, would be
received with joy, and repay long years of severity. Now that the time
was gone for the exercise of such power, she fell at once upon the
thorny truth of things, and felt that neither smile nor caress could
penetrate to the unconscious state, or influence the happiness of her
who lay in the vault beneath. This conviction, together with the
remembrance of soft replies to bitter speeches, of gentle looks
repaying angry glances; the perception of the falsehood, paltryness and
futility of her cherished dreams of birth and power; the overpowering
knowledge, that love and life were the true emperors of our mortal
state; all, as a tide, rose, and filled her soul with stormy and
bewildering confusion. It fell to my lot, to come as the influential
power, to allay the fierce tossing of these tumultuous waves. I spoke
to her; I led her to reflect how happy Idris had really been, and how
her virtues and numerous excellencies had found scope and estimation in
her past career. I praised her, the idol of my heart’s dear worship,
the admired type of feminine perfection. With ardent and overflowing
eloquence, I relieved my heart from its burthen, and awoke to the sense
of a new pleasure in life, as I poured forth the funeral eulogy. Then I
referred to Adrian, her loved brother, and to her surviving child. I
declared, which I had before almost forgotten, what my duties were with
regard to these valued portions of herself, and bade the melancholy
repentant mother reflect, how she could best expiate unkindness towards
the dead, by redoubled love of the survivors. Consoling her, my own
sorrows were assuaged; my sincerity won her entire conviction.
She turned to me. The hard, inflexible, persecuting woman, turned with
a mild expression of face, and said, “If our beloved angel sees us now,
it will delight her to find that I do you even tardy justice. You were
worthy of her; and from my heart I am glad that you won her away from
me. Pardon, my son, the many wrongs I have done you; forget my bitter
words and unkind treatment—take me, and govern me as you will.”
I seized this docile moment to propose our departure from the church.
“First,” she said, “let us replace the pavement above the vault.”
We drew near to it; “Shall we look on her again?” I asked.
“I cannot,” she replied, “and, I pray you, neither do you. We need not
torture ourselves by gazing on the soulless body, while her living
spirit is buried quick in our hearts, and her surpassing loveliness is
so deeply carved there, that sleeping or waking she must ever be
present to us.”
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