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I indulged in this meditation for a moment, and then again addressed
the mourner, who stood leaning against the bed with that expression of
resigned despair, of complete misery, and a patient sufferance of it,
which is far more touching than any of the insane ravings or wild
gesticulation of untamed sorrow. I desired to draw her from this spot;
but she opposed my wish. That class of persons whose imagination and
sensibility have never been taken out of the narrow circle immediately
in view, if they possess these qualities to any extent, are apt to pour
their influence into the very realities which appear to destroy them,
and to cling to these with double tenacity from not being able to
comprehend any thing beyond. Thus Lucy, in desert England, in a dead
world, wished to fulfil the usual ceremonies of the dead, such as were
customary to the English country people, when death was a rare
visitant, and gave us time to receive his dreaded usurpation with pomp
and circumstance—going forth in procession to deliver the keys of the
tomb into his conquering hand. She had already, alone as she was,
accomplished some of these, and the work on which I found her employed,
was her mother’s shroud. My heart sickened at such detail of woe, which
a female can endure, but which is more painful to the masculine spirit
than deadliest struggle, or throes of unutterable but transient agony.
This must not be, I told her; and then, as further inducement, I
communicated to her my recent loss, and gave her the idea that she must
come with me to take charge of the orphan children, whom the death of
Idris had deprived of a mother’s care. Lucy never resisted the call of
a duty, so she yielded, and closing the casements and doors with care,
she accompanied me back to Windsor. As we went she communicated to me
the occasion of her mother’s death. Either by some mischance she had
got sight of Lucy’s letter to Idris, or she had overheard her
conversation with the countryman who bore it; however it might be, she
obtained a knowledge of the appalling situation of herself and her
daughter, her aged frame could not sustain the anxiety and horror this
discovery instilled—she concealed her knowledge from Lucy, but brooded
over it through sleepless nights, till fever and delirium, swift
forerunners of death, disclosed the secret. Her life, which had long
been hovering on its extinction, now yielded at once to the united
effects of misery and sickness, and that same morning she had died.
After the tumultuous emotions of the day, I was glad to find on my
arrival at the inn that my companions had retired to rest. I gave Lucy
in charge to the Countess’s attendant, and then sought repose from my
various struggles and impatient regrets. For a few moments the events
of the day floated in disastrous pageant through my brain, till sleep
bathed it in forgetfulness; when morning dawned and I awoke, it seemed
as if my slumber had endured for years.
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