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Idris smiled her thanks, and rose to take leave. Lord Raymond requested
permission to accompany her to Windsor Castle, to which she consented,
and they quitted the cottage together. My sister and I were left—truly
like two fools, who fancied that they had obtained a golden treasure,
till daylight shewed it to be lead—two silly, luckless flies, who had
played in sunbeams and were caught in a spider’s web. I leaned against
the casement, and watched those two glorious creatures, till they
disappeared in the forest-glades; and then I turned. Perdita had not
moved; her eyes fixed on the ground, her cheeks pale, her very lips
white, motionless and rigid, every feature stamped by woe, she sat.
Half frightened, I would have taken her hand; but she shudderingly
withdrew it, and strove to collect herself. I entreated her to speak to
me: “Not now,” she replied, “nor do you speak to me, my dear Lionel;
you _can_ say nothing, for you know nothing. I will see you to-morrow;
in the meantime, adieu!” She rose, and walked from the room; but
pausing at the door, and leaning against it, as if her over-busy
thoughts had taken from her the power of supporting herself, she said,
“Lord Raymond will probably return. Will you tell him that he must
excuse me to-day, for I am not well. I will see him to-morrow if he
wishes it, and you also. You had better return to London with him; you
can there make the enquiries agreed upon, concerning the Earl of
Windsor and visit me again to-morrow, before you proceed on your
journey—till then, farewell!”
She spoke falteringly, and concluded with a heavy sigh. I gave my
assent to her request; and she left me. I felt as if, from the order of
the systematic world, I had plunged into chaos, obscure, contrary,
unintelligible. That Raymond should marry Idris was more than ever
intolerable; yet my passion, though a giant from its birth, was too
strange, wild, and impracticable, for me to feel at once the misery I
perceived in Perdita. How should I act? She had not confided in me; I
could not demand an explanation from Raymond without the hazard of
betraying what was perhaps her most treasured secret. I would obtain
the truth from her the following day—in the mean time—But, while I was
occupied by multiplying reflections, Lord Raymond returned. He asked
for my sister; and I delivered her message. After musing on it for a
moment, he asked me if I were about to return to London, and if I would
accompany him: I consented. He was full of thought, and remained silent
during a considerable part of our ride; at length he said, “I must
apologize to you for my abstraction; the truth is, Ryland’s motion
comes on to-night, and I am considering my reply.”
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