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“Do not catechise me, Lionel; I will do my duty by her, be assured.
Love! I must steel my heart against _that_; expel it from its tower of
strength, barricade it out: the fountain of love must cease to play,
its waters be dried up, and all passionate thoughts attendant on it
die—that is to say, the love which would rule me, not that which I
rule. Idris is a gentle, pretty, sweet little girl; it is impossible
not to have an affection for her, and I have a very sincere one; only
do not speak of love —love, the tyrant and the tyrant-queller; love,
until now my conqueror, now my slave; the hungry fire, the untameable
beast, the fanged snake—no—no—I will have nothing to do with that love.
Tell me, Lionel, do you consent that I should marry this young lady?”
He bent his keen eyes upon me, and my uncontrollable heart swelled in
my bosom. I replied in a calm voice—but how far from calm was the
thought imaged by my still words—“Never! I can never consent that Lady
Idris should be united to one who does not love her.”
“Because you love her yourself.”
“Your Lordship might have spared that taunt; I do not, dare not love
her.”
“At least,” he continued haughtily, “she does not love you. I would not
marry a reigning sovereign, were I not sure that her heart was free.
But, O, Lionel! a kingdom is a word of might, and gently sounding are
the terms that compose the style of royalty. Were not the mightiest men
of the olden times kings? Alexander was a king; Solomon, the wisest of
men, was a king; Napoleon was a king; Cæsar died in his attempt to
become one, and Cromwell, the puritan and king-killer, aspired to
regality. The father of Adrian yielded up the already broken sceptre of
England; but I will rear the fallen plant, join its dismembered frame,
and exalt it above all the flowers of the field.
“You need not wonder that I freely discover Adrian’s abode. Do not
suppose that I am wicked or foolish enough to found my purposed
sovereignty on a fraud, and one so easily discovered as the truth or
falsehood of the Earl’s insanity. I am just come from him. Before I
decided on my marriage with Idris, I resolved to see him myself again,
and to judge of the probability of his recovery.—He is irrecoverably
mad.”
I gasped for breath—
“I will not detail to you,” continued Raymond, “the melancholy
particulars. You shall see him, and judge for yourself; although I fear
this visit, useless to him, will be insufferably painful to you. It has
weighed on my spirits ever since. Excellent and gentle as he is even in
the downfall of his reason, I do not worship him as you do, but I would
give all my hopes of a crown and my right hand to boot, to see him
restored to himself.”
His voice expressed the deepest compassion: “Thou most unaccountable
being,” I cried, “whither will thy actions tend, in all this maze of
purpose in which thou seemest lost?”
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