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We assembled at Raymond’s house, we and our partizans. At half past
five o’clock we proceeded to the House. Idris endeavoured to calm
Perdita; but the poor girl’s agitation deprived her of all power of
self-command. She walked up and down the room,—gazed wildly when any
one entered, fancying that they might be the announcers of her doom. I
must do justice to my sweet sister: it was not for herself that she was
thus agonized. She alone knew the weight which Raymond attached to his
success. Even to us he assumed gaiety and hope, and assumed them so
well, that we did not divine the secret workings of his mind. Sometimes
a nervous trembling, a sharp dissonance of voice, and momentary fits of
absence revealed to Perdita the violence he did himself; but we, intent
on our plans, observed only his ready laugh, his joke intruded on all
occasions, the flow of his spirits which seemed incapable of ebb.
Besides, Perdita was with him in his retirement; she saw the moodiness
that succeeded to this forced hilarity; she marked his disturbed sleep,
his painful irritability—once she had seen his tears—hers had scarce
ceased to flow, since she had beheld the big drops which disappointed
pride had caused to gather in his eye, but which pride was unable to
dispel. What wonder then, that her feelings were wrought to this pitch!
I thus accounted to myself for her agitation; but this was not all, and
the sequel revealed another excuse.
One moment we seized before our departure, to take leave of our beloved
girls. I had small hope of success, and entreated Idris to watch over
my sister. As I approached the latter, she seized my hand, and drew me
into another apartment; she threw herself into my arms, and wept and
sobbed bitterly and long. I tried to soothe her; I bade her hope; I
asked what tremendous consequences would ensue even on our failure. “My
brother,” she cried, “protector of my childhood, dear, most dear
Lionel, my fate hangs by a thread. I have you all about me now—you, the
companion of my infancy; Adrian, as dear to me as if bound by the ties
of blood; Idris, the sister of my heart, and her lovely offspring.
This, O this may be the last time that you will surround me thus!”
Abruptly she stopped, and then cried: “What have I said?—foolish false
girl that I am!” She looked wildly on me, and then suddenly calming
herself, apologized for what she called her unmeaning words, saying
that she must indeed be insane, for, while Raymond lived, she must be
happy; and then, though she still wept, she suffered me tranquilly to
depart. Raymond only took her hand when he went, and looked on her
expressively; she answered by a look of intelligence and assent.
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