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Poor girl! what she then suffered! I could never entirely forgive
Raymond for the trials he imposed on her, occasioned as they were by a
selfish feeling on his part. He had schemed, if he failed in his
present attempt, without taking leave of any of us, to embark for
Greece, and never again to revisit England. Perdita acceded to his
wishes; for his contentment was the chief object of her life, the crown
of her enjoyment; but to leave us all, her companions, the beloved
partners of her happiest years, and in the interim to conceal this
frightful determination, was a task that almost conquered her strength
of mind. She had been employed in arranging for their departure; she
had promised Raymond during this decisive evening, to take advantage of
our absence, to go one stage of the journey, and he, after his defeat
was ascertained, would slip away from us, and join her.
Although, when I was informed of this scheme, I was bitterly offended
by the small attention which Raymond paid to my sister’s feelings, I
was led by reflection to consider, that he acted under the force of
such strong excitement, as to take from him the consciousness, and,
consequently, the guilt of a fault. If he had permitted us to witness
his agitation, he would have been more under the guidance of reason;
but his struggles for the shew of composure, acted with such violence
on his nerves, as to destroy his power of self-command. I am convinced
that, at the worst, he would have returned from the seashore to take
leave of us, and to make us the partners of his council. But the task
imposed on Perdita was not the less painful. He had extorted from her a
vow of secrecy; and her part of the drama, since it was to be performed
alone, was the most agonizing that could be devised. But to return to
my narrative.
The debates had hitherto been long and loud; they had often been
protracted merely for the sake of delay. But now each seemed fearful
lest the fatal moment should pass, while the choice was yet undecided.
Unwonted silence reigned in the house, the members spoke in whispers,
and the ordinary business was transacted with celerity and quietness.
During the first stage of the election, the Duke of——had been thrown
out; the question therefore lay between Lord Raymond and Mr. Ryland.
The latter had felt secure of victory, until the appearance of Raymond;
and, since his name had been inserted as a candidate, he had canvassed
with eagerness. He had appeared each evening, impatience and anger
marked in his looks, scowling on us from the opposite side of St.
Stephen’s, as if his mere frown would cast eclipse on our hopes.
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