It was a speech wholly unworthy of Isla and unjust to the Rosmeads. But
it was prompted by jealousy alone and by the distorted view of things
prevailing in the mind of the lonely girl whom nobody now seemed to
want.
Her only faithful henchman was Neil Drummond, but on the last occasion
on which he had come with words of healing and sympathy on his lips she
had sent him away, telling him she would not see him again unless he
promised to talk of ordinary things.
"You’ve got into a beastly habit of nagging when you’re not curled right
up in a hard shell which nobody can open," said Malcolm, enjoying his
opportunity now that candour was the order of the day. "You’ve choked
off nearly everybody, and it’s your own fault. I find folk very
pleasant because I let them alone. I’m not for ever telling them to do
this or that. I’ve enough to do to look after myself. I know you think
me a rotter--and all that. But you might do worse than take a leaf out
of my book. I’ve been out in the world, and I’ve learned two
things--that it’s ready to laugh with you, but that the moment you show
the other side of your face it is bored to extinction. Your long face
bores folk, Isla. Nobody has ever told you the truth about yourself
before. You’ve arrogated the rôle of truth-teller to yourself, but
that’s it----"
Isla walked out of the room with her head held high in air and fire
burning fiercely in her eyes. She was so angry that she dared not trust
her voice. Now she knew exactly what position she occupied at
Creagh--that Malcolm regarded her as an encumbrance and a nuisance, and
that she dwelt there merely on sufferance and during his good pleasure.
Well, such a situation being intolerable to a woman of spirit, it must
be ended, and that without delay.
She ascended the stairs to her own room, and when she was intercepted by
Margaret Maclaren with some inquiry about the meals for the day, she
simply told her to get what she liked, and passed on.
Margaret, no stranger to wrangling, having had a bout of it that very
morning with her arch-enemy Diarmid, understood that there had been a
small storm raging in the dining-room, and discreetly retired.
New, strange, dreadful elements had crept into the quiet life on Creagh
Moor, and all its sweet harmony was destroyed.
Isla shut the door of her own room, and dropped for a moment into her
chair, wringing her hands the while with a sense of utter helplessness.
She was at the end of her tether. Nobody wanted her, and the time had
come for her to go away. Not a soul in the Glen, she told herself
bitterly, would lament her going. She had dropped into obscurity, and
even if she were never to come back any more to Glenogle, how many would
mourn her absence or long for her return?
The impulse to go there and then was strong upon her. She even opened
the door of her wardrobe and her drawers to take a brief inventory of
her belongings and consider what she would take away.
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