If only she could walk out as she was! But travel, even of the simplest
sort, is hampered by the multitude of our needs, by the things which
complicate life. Then she looked at her little store of money, counting
it out with careful fingers. Eighteen pounds in gold and two handfuls
of silver--well, that would keep her until she could earn more for
herself.
She was a forlorn creature, without plan or compass, proposing to let
herself drift upon an unknown sea. She had not the smallest intention
of going to the Barras Mackinnons at Wimereaux. She must get away quite
alone, where she could realize herself, and arrive at some conclusion
regarding her ultimate fate.
Through the open window she heard Malcolm go off with the dogs,
whistling as if he had not a care in the world. The things which
daunted her and lay like a nightmare on her white, sensitive soul, had
no power over him. Frankly selfish, he lived from day to day,
extracting the honey from the hours, and stoically enduring what he
could not evade. Perhaps, she said to herself, his was no bad
philosophy. She wished somebody had taught it to her sooner; now it was
a difficult lesson, baffling her intelligence at every point.
By and by she grew calmer, and her distracted thoughts began to collect
themselves. It was not possible to run away in a hurry without telling
any one, and her orderly mind shrank from taking such a foolish and
unnecessary step. No--whatever she did, she would not forget herself or
the dignity of the Mackinnons. She would put no occasion for talk into
people’s mouths.
In an hour’s time she had decided what to do, and, after making a sort
of preliminary division of her possessions, she dressed herself and went
out. Margaret, having the feeling that Miss Isla wished to be alone,
did not intercept her this time.
It was a fine, clear, hard morning in September, with a touch of frost
in the air after a night’s rain. But the clouds on the far horizon were
still watery, and Isla’s keen eyes decided that the deluge had not spent
itself. She would, however, get fair weather as far as Lochearnhead,
which was her present destination, seeing that she had to give a certain
order to Jamie Forbes concerning the morrow.
Of a set purpose, she kept to the sheep tracks on the hills, thus
avoiding the vicinity of Achree. She had been there very few times
since her father’s death, and as Mrs. Rosmead had had a somewhat serious
illness in the interval, her daughters had been too much engaged in
looking after her to pay distant calls. But Isla knew that Malcolm was
constantly there--if not every day, at least several times a week.
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