"By the time you get this I shall have started for home. I’m coming by
the ’Jumna,’ a rotten slow boat, but I think it better for many
reasons--chiefly those of economy. I shall be pleased to see the old
place again, and I hope the governor won’t cut up too rough. Try and
get the worst over for me before I come, because naturally I’m raw
enough about the whole bally thing, and couldn’t stand much more. Fact
is, it’s all right in a crack regiment for the chaps who have big
allowances. There’s only one word to fit the case of poor, hard-up
beggars like me, and that one I mustn’t use. Poverty opens the door to
all sorts of mischief and misery that a girl who never needs any money
can’t begin to understand.
"I’d better make a clean breast of it while I’m at it, and you’ll have
time to digest it before I get home. I’m in with the money-lenders both
in London and in Calcutta. I owe about two thousand pounds, and how
it’s to be paid is keeping me awake at night. Of course, it’s been
advanced on Achree, so heaven only knows what will be the upshot. I’ll
have to see that old starched stick Cattanach the minute I get back so
that the old man may not be worried.
"If only I had the place in my own hands I’d make things hum a bit. You
know, Isla, everything has been shockingly neglected in the last five
years, and a perfect horde of pensioners have been kept off the poor old
place. The half of them ought to be chucked; it’s nothing but
pauperizing the glen from end to end. A bit more could be screwed out
of the tenants, as most of them have their places dirt-cheap.
"Well, old girl, I’m beastly sorry, for you can’t be expected to like
this. But suspend your judgment, for really I’m not half so bad as I’m
painted, and if I had only half a chance I might prove it to you. I
must try and get somebody to introduce me to the Stock Exchange. That
seems to be the only way of turning an honest penny nowadays. There are
hundreds of military men on it.
"Don’t be too downhearted over this. You are such a one for taking
things seriously, and there’s hardly anything in life worth worrying
about, really. You have the best of it, for nobody expects anything of
a girl, and she hasn’t a chap’s temptations.
"Good-bye, old girl. I shall see you soon, if I don’t fancy on board
the ’Jumna’ that the easiest way out would be to drop quietly over the
rail some night when nobody’s looking.--Your affectionate, but
down-on-his-luck,
"MALCOLM."
Just for the space of five minutes or so the world was a dark place to
Isla Mackinnon. She had no mother, and for the last ten years she had
borne a double burden--had experienced both a mother’s anxiety and a
sister’s shame for the ne’er-do-weel. The history of Malcolm
Mackinnon’s misdeeds in the glen, and out of it, would fill a book. But
such a book would not be worth the writing. Through him evil had fallen
on an old and honourable house--its revenues had been scattered, its
very existence threatened.
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