"My dear, my dear! I am Vivien Rosmead, I too have suffered. Come out
into the sunshine and let us talk. If even we do not talk we can cry
together, and that will help us both."
Isla was powerless to be angry. Her brief indignation at the intrusion
of a stranger upon her most sacred privacy passed as a tale that is
told.
"It is very kind of you, but--but--I hardly know you, and there is
nothing to be said or done. Everything is over--that is all."
"I too have thought so, dear," said Vivien softly. "Come, my poor
darling. He does not need you any more. Come, and let us talk and
think of those who do."
Isla suffered herself to be led away.
Afterwards, looking back upon that incident, she was amazed at herself,
at the quiet compelling power which Vivien, in common with all the
Rosmeads, seemed to possess, and against which ordinary folk could not
stand for a moment.
Vivien’s arm was about her slender body as they descended the stairs.
She it was who guided her out into the flood of the sunshine which,
meeting them at the door, seemed to envelop them in a quiet radiance.
Isla, as if dazzled, put up her hands to ward it off.
"It is cruel," she said in a low, difficult voice. "How can there be
any brightness when I am like this? It is very cruel."
"Where shall we go?" asked Vivien softly. "Shall we go to some spot
where we shall be very, very quiet and undisturbed? I should like you
to forget who I am, even what has brought me, and just to be as if I did
not exist. If you feel like talking, then talk. But if you want to be
quiet, I can be quiet too. Oh, my dear, I can be very, very quiet. I
have been through the deeps, where there is nothing possible but dumb
silence."
Isla then remembered the tragedy of Vivien Rosmead’s life, and her own
pity and sympathy which in times past had never failed any in need,
awoke to newness of life. The frozen springs of her being leaped again
with life, and, with an almost unconscious desire to help, she slipped
her hand through Vivien’s arm.
"Why is it that life is so full of hideous suffering for women?" she
asked with a vague passion. "I used to believe in God--in all things
beautiful and good. Now I believe nothing."
"Your faith will come back. Even I say that," said Vivien softly. "I
don’t want to belittle your suffering, dear, but it is of an impersonal
kind. The woman who cannot be blamed if she loses faith is the one who
has been cheated in her own self, whose womanhood has been flouted and
scorned, whose love has been trampled on and despised. That is where
the silent deeps are. May I say just what I will?"
"Surely," answered Isla, lifted clean out of herself by something tragic
and mysterious in that other woman’s face.
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