"Your father was an old man, full of years and honour. His life had
become a little burdensome to him, and though I never saw him, I know
that his fine spirit must have fretted at his forced inactivity. What
you must do now is to dwell upon his rejuvenation. He has gone where
there is no death, where his powers will be restored, where once more
all things are possible."
Isla’s hungry eyes never for a moment left the speaking face of the
woman at her side.
All the time they were moving slowly, but surely, away from the house up
to the wide spaces of the great moor where the great silence dwelt.
"Tell me more," was the mute question of Isla’s eyes and lips.
CHAPTER XII
THE HAND IN THE DARK
"It is all true--what you say," said Isla with a little shiver. "But
what is to become of me? He was my life, my work, my all. I have
nothing further to do in the whole wide world. My life is over."
"There is your brother," Vivien ventured to say.
She immediately saw that she had made a mistake--that here undoubtedly
lay the sting and the crux of the whole sad situation.
Isla impatiently shook herself, almost as a dog might shake from him the
element of water he dislikes. She made no remark, however, except to
move her head in impatient dissent.
"I have no money, no prospects, no friends, I shall have to go out into
the world and earn my bread. But how? That is the curse of people in
our position--we are taught nothing, we are trained to take for granted
that the world exists for us, that we are in some sense a privileged
class. Then there is a crash, and if we go under is it to be wondered
at or are we to be blamed?"
Vivien listened in the sheerest wonder. She had no idea that things
were at such a low ebb with the Mackinnons. Remembering Malcolm’s airy
inconsequence and his jokes about his hard-up state, which seemed to sit
lightly enough upon him, she was even inclined to think Isla must be
exaggerating.
It was not easy for Vivien Rosmead to realize poverty. She had been
reared in a luxurious home, and had married a millionaire, and, though
she had never lacked in sympathy or benevolence towards the poor, she
had not known one ungratified whim. She knew that poverty existed, but
it was impossible to associate its more sordid aspects with Isla
Mackinnon.
"But, surely out of the estate there must be ample provision for so
small a family?" she ventured to say. "Achree is not a small place. The
rent of it alone----"
"It is mortgaged to the hilt," interrupted Isla with a sort of dull
scorn. "I could not and would not take a penny from it."
"But surely you have relatives. Is not Sir Thomas Mackinnon of Barras a
relative of yours? Some friends of ours had Barras for two seasons
running."
"He is my uncle, but I couldn’t be dependent on him. He is not rich, and
he has his own family to provide for."
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