Automobile industry and trade -- Fiction; Business -- Fiction; Fathers and sons -- Fiction; Finance -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
“Deal's closed,” said Bill. “Come on, Leigh.”
“Thank you, Mrs. Clayton,” said Tommy, glad to find a home. He
impulsively held out his hand.
Mrs. Clayton shook it warmly. As if by an afterthought, she asked, “You
are a stranger here?”
“Yes, ma'am; I only got in this morning.”
“He is in the office,” put in Bill, in the voice of an agency giving
financial rating. “Come on, Leigh.”
Tommy followed Bill, who took him to the room lately occupied by
Perkins. A small, dingy room it was. The bed was wooden. The three
chairs were of different patterns. The wash-stand, pitcher, and basin
belonged to a bygone era. The carpet was piebald as to color and plain
bald as to nap. The table was of the kind that you know to be rickety
without having to touch it. Altogether it was so depressing that it
seemed eminently just. It epitomized the life of a working-man.
It induced the mood of loneliness Tommy had felt when he stepped off the
train. But this time there was no exhilaration, no desire to dramatize
the glorious fight of Thomas Francis Leigh against the world.
Tommy turned to his companion. “Look here,” he said, a trifle
hysterically, “I'm not going to call you Byrnes. Do you understand? You
are Bill. My name is not Leigh, but Tommy; not Tom--Tommy! If there is
going to be any--anything different I'll go somewhere else.”
Tommy looked at Bill defiantly--and also hopefully.
“All right,” said Bill, unconcernedly. “She gives pretty good grub. My
room is next door.”
And then Tommy felt that his old world had been wiped off the map. He
was beginning his new life--with friends! A great chasm divided the two
periods. And in that knowledge Tommy found a comfort that he could not
have explained in words.
CHAPTER VII
TOMMY found it difficult during the first few days to adjust himself to
his new work. He had fixed his mind upon doing Herculean labors, in
the belief that the reward would thereby come the sooner. Moreover,
in taking on a heavy burden he had imagined he would find it easier to
expiate his own participation in his father's sin of love. Twice a
week Tommy wrote to Mr. Leigh, and told him never his new feelings,
but always his new problems. And the secret, after the manner of all
secrets, proved a bond, something to be shared by both. Tommy did not
realize it concretely, but it was his own sorrow that developed the
filial sense in him.
His disappointment over the unimportance of his position he endeavored
to soothe by the thought that he was but a raw recruit still in the
training-camp. In a measure he had to create his own duties, and he was
forced to seek ways of extending their scope, of making himself into an
indispensable cog in Mr. Thompson's machine.
The fact that he did not succeed made him study the harder. It isn't in
thinking yourself indispensable, but in trying to become so, that the
wisdom lies.
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