Automobile industry and trade -- Fiction; Business -- Fiction; Fathers and sons -- Fiction; Finance -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
Tommy turned on his heel and walked out of the room, conscious that
he was a failure. He realized now that he had not made himself
indispensable. His information bureau could be shut up and no harm
whatever suffered by the company. In the tests to which Mr. Thompson had
subjected him he had not proven that there was first-class raw material
in him. Perhaps the tests were not fair; probably they were. Why,
indeed, should he expect favors? What business could be conducted on the
basis of unintelligent kindliness?
And the crushing sense of failure made his secret rise before the poor
boy. He had intended to make restitution, and here he was good for
nothing! When discovery came where would he be? He gritted his teeth
and clenched his fists as the awful vision fleeted before his eyes--the
vision of what discovery would bring to him. He would take the blow! He
would be good for something! If not in Dayton, elsewhere.
He had been a boy! He had been himself, as God made him. But now he
would be different! He would make Tommy Leigh a young man who would
secure his advancement by any and all means. To succeed he would bluff
and lie and--
No! Nobody had it easy, not even people who wouldn't fight. And now he
wanted to fight--fight with all his might! The harder the fight,
the better! Fight the world, life, hell, Thompson, everything, and
everybody, the more the better. He would die fighting, with his soul
full of rage. The great reward was the end of all trouble!
When a man commits suicide in a really glorious way he grows calm. How
can petty annoyances disturb a heroic corpse? Tommy grew calm. He would
have to leave Dayton, but Dayton had taught him just one thing--that
beyond all question there was some place in the world where Thomas
Francis Leigh would prove his value! He felt even a sort of gratitude to
the head of the Tecumseh Motor Company, to whom he was indebted for
his education. He had learned more of life in the few weeks he had
been there than in the twenty-one years and three months he had spent
elsewhere. His gratitude brought in time that mood of genial melancholy
which is the heritage of youth, when youth, in the midst of life, feels
its own loneliness. And because youth also is generous, Tommy felt he
must share it with somebody.
He decided to write, not to his father, but to Marion Willetts! He had
written to her only once, a bright and amusing letter--of course to be
read between the lines. She had answered. And her own letter, too, was
full of Tommy Leigh. She asked for details concerning the few hundred
things that Tommy intentionally had merely hinted at in his first.
This second letter to her must be carefully written. It must both
express and conceal, say and leave unsaid. Every word must mean exactly
what he desired to convey, in precisely the way he wished her to get the
message.
He closed his eyes and began to compose.
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