Automobile industry and trade -- Fiction; Business -- Fiction; Fathers and sons -- Fiction; Finance -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
“No!” shouted Tommy. “No!” Then he added, feverishly: “Certainly not!
Certainly not!” He shook his head furiously. His brain was filled with
fragments of thoughts, shreds of fears, syncopated emotions that did
not quite crystallize, but were replaced by others again and again. But
uppermost in the boy's mind, not because he was selfish but because he
was young and, therefore, without the defensive weapons that experience
supplies, was this: I am the son of a thief!
Then came the poignant realization that all that he had got from life
had been obtained under false pretenses. The systematic stealing for
years had gone to pay for his friendships and his good times. The
tradesmen's bills had been settled with other people's money. He was
innocent of any crime, but he had been the beneficiary of one. And the
boy for whom a father had done this asked himself why his father had
done it. And his only answer was that he now was the son of a thief.
As the confusion in his mind grew less explosive, fear entered Tommy's
soul--the oldest of all civilized fears, the fear of discovery! He began
to read the newspaper head-lines of the inevitable to-morrow. He found
himself looking into the horror-stricken faces of those whom he loved
best, the warm-hearted companions of his later life, whose opinions
became more awful than the wrath of his Maker and more desirable than
His mercy.
He would give his life, everything, if only discovery were averted until
he could return the money. If fate only waited! Where could he get the
money? Where was the source of money?
His father was the natural person from whom to ask, from whom the answer
would come, and the habit of a lifetime could not be shaken off in an
instant. It was exquisite agony to be deprived abruptly of what had
become almost an instinct.
And Tommy was not thinking of his father, not even to blame him, not
even to forgive him. He thought of himself, of his own life, of the
dreadful future that settled itself into the words: “If it were known!”
“What shall I do?” he muttered, brokenly, gazing at his father with eyes
that did not see one face, but many--the faces of friends!
“At your age I went to work,” said Mr. Leigh. The voice was neither
accusing nor sympathetic. It sounded very, very weary.
“I want to! I want to! Right away!” cried Tommy, loudly.
“I looked,” pursued Mr. Leigh, monotonously, “in the _Herald_ for 'Help
Wanted--Male.' I got my position with the bank that way, and I've been
there ever since.”
“I will! Where is the _Herald?”_ said Tommy, without looking at his
father. He was afraid to see and to be seen.
“I'll send in one from the corner. I must go now, Thomas.”
The fear of being left alone, with his problems unsolved, with his fears
uncalmed, alone with the consciousness of utter helplessness, made Tommy
say, wildly:
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