Love stories; Older women -- Fiction; Single women -- Fiction
There was a weird conflict in the forsaken house that night. The old
pictures nearly fell off the walls at the sight of the stupefied mother
trying to compel that lifelong virgin to the altar. Mrs. Larrabee
pointed out that there would never be another chance. The A.G.&St.P.Ry.
was in the receiver’s hands. They would starve if Deborah lost her job.
Deborah’s only answer was that she would go to Crawford’s. Her mother
could not shake her decision, and hobbled off to bed in senile dismay.
She had always been asking what the world was coming to, and now it was
there. Deborah’s heart was a whirlpool of indecision. Asaph’s gloom
appalled her, his evident need of her was his one unanswerable argument.
He had given her her start in life. How could she desert his store, how
could she refuse him his prayer? But how could she take Josie’s place,
kidnap Josie’s children? Why was such a puzzle forced upon her, where
every decision was cruel to some one, treacherous to something?
The turmoil made such a din in her soul that she could hardly transact
the business at her counter. As she stood one morning asking a startled
shopper if a bolt of maroon taffeta matched a clipping of magenta satin,
she saw Newton Meldrum enter the store. As he went by to the office he
saw her, lifted his hat, held it in air while he gazed, then went on.
It occurred to Deborah that he could help her. She could lay the case
before him, and he would give her an impartial decision. She waited for
him, and when he left the office she beckoned to him and asked him shyly
if he would take supper with her and her mother.
"You bet I will!" he said, and stared at her so curiously that she
flashed red.
Through the supper, too, he stared at her so hard that she buttered her
thumb instead of her salt-rising biscuit. Afterward she led him to the
parlor and closed the door on her mother. This was in itself an
epoch-making deed. Then she said to Newt: "Better light the longest
cigar you have, for I have a long story to tell you. Got a match?"
He had, but he said he hadn’t. She fetched one, and was so confused
that she lighted it for him. Her hand trembled till he had to steady it
with his own big fingers, and he stared at her instead of at the match,
whose flickering rays lighted her face eerily.
When she had him settled in a chair–the best patent rocker it was–she
told him her story. There is no surer test of character than the
problem a mind extracts from a difficulty. As Meldrum watched this
simple, starved soul stating its bewilderment he saw that her one
concern was what she should do to be truest to other souls. There was
no question of her own advantage.
He studied her earnestly, and his eyes were veiled with a kind of smoke
of their own behind the scarf of tobacco-fumes. When she had finished
she raised her eyes to his in meek appeal and murmured, "And now what
ought I to do?"
He gazed at her a long while before he answered, "Do you want to go to
Crawford’s?"
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