"And I believed you when you said you had a lot to learn and that you
called me down to start the job. You have a way of makin' people think
you mean what you say. I'm mighty glad to give you advice; I thought
this was a good way to begin."
Jane gave a queer laugh and sat down, looking blankly into the fire.
She turned her face after a moment and found him studying her as he sat
at the other end of the davenport.
"I understand your meaning," she said, "but you're as startling in your
actions as you must be in your reasoning. You didn't object to the idea
of a drink; I didn't think many of you people did out here."
"We don't, ma'am. Most of us drink our share. I do."
"But just now you threw yours away."
"You see, I was bound to throw _yours_ away. It wouldn't have been
polite, would it, for me to drink and not let you?" His smile mocked
her. "Besides," dryly--"I ain't much on these fancy drinks. You warned
me that it wouldn't be so very good anyhow."
She stared at him in perplexity.
"You have no scruples against drinking?"
"Moderate drinking; no."
"Then why did you take this liberty with me?"--suggesting indignation.
"You see, you're a woman. You guessed a minute ago that there wasn't
much objection to hard liquor here. I told you you were right; most of
us boys drink, but we can afford to and you can't." His manner was
light, almost to the degree of banter, as if that which had aroused her
was the simplest of matters.
"A man in this country don't build a reputation on many things. So long
as he's honest, he gets along pretty well. But a woman: that's
different. She has to make people know she's right in everything she
does."
"An occasional drink will make her less right?"
"Not a bit less, ma'am, but it won't help other folks to know she's
right. And that's all that counts. Everybody, man or woman, who comes
into the west has to make or break by what he does here; nothin' that
has been, good or bad, matters. They commence from the bottom again and
by what they do people judge them.
"Reputation is the first thing you've got to make for yourself.
Everybody is watchin' you: the boys here on the ranch, the neighbors
down creek, the people in town. You've got to show that you're honest,
that you've got courage; if you were a man it could stop there, but
you're a woman an' that makes it....
"Well, men out here expect things from a woman that I guess men in
cities don't think so much about and you might as well know now as any
time that men in this country don't like to see a woman do some of the
things they do. We ain't as polite as some; we ain't as gentle, when
it's necessary to act quick and for sure, but maybe we make up for some
of our roughness in the idea we have of women. We think a good woman is
about as fine a thing as God has made, ma'am, and we have our ideas of
goodness.
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