Psychological fiction; Science fiction; Short stories; Symbiosis -- Fiction
Heirson read the paper and his eyebrows went askew. "Yes, yes, we
have discovered that there is a basic difference between you and the
others who maintain they have no Riders. It would seem it _has_ been
established that you really _do not_ have a Rider. Remarkable! Yes.
Well, I have no alternative but to dismiss you from this institution,
Michael Malloy, and to extend to you my personal apology for any
inconvenience your three-and-a-half-years' detainment may have caused
you."
A trick, Malloy thought.
Only what point would there be in tricking him?
The oppressive horror of it crushed down upon him with its full weight.
"Oh no," he said. "No, sir. Take me back to my padded cell. I've got
my rights. I'm not going out there again. Maybe I could have learned to
live with it once, but not now. I can't face up to living with a world
of supermen, people who can do everything better than I can. _Take me
back._ I think I'm going to get violent any minute now!"
He took a swing at the nearest guard, but naturally the guard's Rider
told him what was coming and he dodged deftly, caught Malloy's arm
and twisted it into half-nelson to hold him completely, infuriatingly
helpless. Malloy had to hold back tears of frustration.
"Fortunately," Dr. Heirson croaked, "you can do no harm even if you do
get violent, and I'm sure everyone will want to do everything possible
for a poor unfortunate like yourself. We all will make allowances."
"No, no, no!" Malloy announced with the rhythm of his stomping feet. "I
won't leave here! I _won't_!"
* * * * *
The man beside Heirson favored Malloy with a smile; Malloy wasn't
sure whether it was friendly or mocking. The stranger nodded his head
briefly to the guards.
Malloy was dragged, protesting, down the marble-floored hallway to the
entrance of the mental hospital. His anguished cries echoed across the
ornate ceiling of the old building.
He was shoved out the front door with a parcel in brown paper under his
arms.
Malloy made one desperate attempt to get back inside but the massive
door clanged in his face, and he could hear the reverberations dying
away inside and the steady retreat of footsteps.
Malloy turned away in pain from the unaccustomed brilliance and warmth
of the sun and banged on the door with his fists and demanded to be
readmitted.
He grew hoarser and hoarser and he slid further and further down until
he was squatting on the threshold, his cheek rested against the warm
varnished surface of the door.
Malloy had never been an overly proud or vain man before the Riders had
come. After all, he'd had one of the most menial jobs on Earth; he had
been a magazine editor. But now he felt squashed under the thumb of
humiliation.
The monstrous indignity of it all!
To be thrown out of an asylum!
After a time, Malloy felt a coolness, a wetness on his head.
He dreamed a little dream to himself that he knew was a dream: they
were coming to wrap him in warm sheets again.
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