"Tell me quickly," he said, "I think that your mother is not unwilling.
Only let me hear the word 'Yes,' and the 'when' shall be left to you."
"Pray listen, Mr. Van Hupfeldt," said Violet, bending over her
knee, which she slung between her clasped fingers. "Let us reason
together; let us understand each other better. I am not disposed to be
unfriendly toward you--do not think that--nor even to reject your suit
unconditionally. I owe you much, and I see that you are greatly in
earnest; but I am not clear. Your motive seems to be philanthropic. You
have said as much yourself, you know. Still, philanthropy is only warm;
it is never hot to desperation; it never commits suicide in despair of
doing good. That, then, is the first thing which I fail to understand in
you. And, secondly, I do not grasp why you desire any closer relation to
be set up between us for my happiness, when I assure you that nothing
but the rehabilitation of my sister's name could lighten my unhappiness,
and that, this once done, nothing further could possibly be done by any
one to attach me more to life."
"But I am older than you, and know better," answered Van Hupfeldt,
seating himself beside her, speaking now more calmly. "You know nothing
of the kingdoms of the world and the glory of them. Travel alone would
give you a new outlook. I should ever be inventing new pleasures and
excitements for you. Sometimes, already, I lie awake at night, thinking
them out. I am very rich, and all my wealth should be turned into one
channel, to delight you. You know nothing of society in the States, of
the brilliance and abandon of life across the Atlantic. And the Paris
_beau monde_, with its charm and wit and easy joyousness, you know
nothing yet of that. I should find the means to keep you constantly gay,
to watch you in ever new phases, costumes, jewels--"
The thought passed through Violet's mind: "He has distinguished manners,
but a vulgar mind," and she said aloud: "So that is how you would wean
me from sorrow, Mr. Van Hupfeldt? I should prefer a week of Dale Manor
with my birds and flowers to a cycle of all that."
"Then it shall be Dale Manor rather than 'all that,'" he agreed. "It
shall be just as you would have it, if only you will be happy, and will
give me a glance one day which means 'My happiness is due to you.' May I
have another peep at the locket?"
Violet took a locket from her neck, pressed a spring, and showed within
a miniature in water-colors of the dead Gwen. She shivered a little.
Though she was speaking of her sister, the man's sudden request jarred
on her.
"I like to look at it," said Van Hupfeldt, bending closer. "It reminds
me of you--chiefly about the mouth and chin, about the dear little chin.
She suffered, yes, she tasted sorrow, and since she suffered, you must
not suffer, too. I kiss her instead of you, because she was like you."
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