The Laughing Mill, and Other StoriesHawthorne, Julian
Philosophy
The Laughing Mill, and Other Stories
Hawthorne, Julian
American fiction -- 19th century
Was his confidence justified? Had this child who was just beginning to
be a young woman, penetration to see the fresh soul within the imperfect
body? A more experienced man would have had misgivings, knowing that
young women are apt to judge by appearances, and to be more swayed by
downright power and passion than by abstract right and beauty. But
Gloam's experience had not taught him this. He did not dream that she
could ever learn to deceive him, or to give him less than the first
place in her heart. But he dreamed that some day, distant perhaps, at
least indefinite--they would be married. By all rights they belonged to
each other, and when they had played their childish games to the end,
and had wearied of them, then would they enter upon that new phase of
life. Meanwhile he would not speak to her of the deeper love, lest she
should be startled, and the frankness of their present intercourse be
impaired. But women have been lost ere now through fear of startling
them.
So more than two years slipped away, and the child Swanhilda had grown
to be a tall and graceful maiden; which seemed half a miracle, so
quickly had the time passed. Her blue eyes had waxed larger and deeper,
and in moments of excitement they became almost black. Her hair was
yellow as an evening cloud; her face and bearing full of life and
warmth. Her nature was strengthening and expanding; she was beginning to
measure herself against her associates. Though so gentle, she was all
untamed; no one had ever mastered or controlled her. She knew neither
her own strength nor weakness, but the time approached when she would
seek to know them. Every woman is both weaker and stronger than she
believes, and it is well for her, when the trial comes, if her strength
be not the betrayer of her weakness.
VIII.
At this point in the story the voice of the narrator grew fainter and
then made a pause. I still kept my reclining position, with my hands
clasped above my closed eyes. In fact, it would have required a greater
effort than I at the moment cared to make to have sat up and looked
about me. The sun, I knew, had already sunk below the crest of the
slope; the gorge lay in shadow, and beneath the oak it was almost dark.
As I lay waiting for the tale to recommence, the sombre influence of the
wheel asserted itself more strongly than ever. There it loomed, in my
imagination, black, grim, and portentous. Its huge spokes stretched out
like rigid arms, and the long grass which streamed along the gurgling
water resembled the hair of a drowned woman's head.... But now the voice
began again.
One summer afternoon Gloam and Swanhilda were sitting on the wooden
bench beside the mill, watching the heavy revolutions of the great
wheel. They were alone. David was in the mill-room finishing the day's
work, and Jael was preparing supper in the kitchen. For several minutes
neither of them had spoken.
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