The Laurel Bush: An Old-Fashioned Love StoryCraik, Dinah Maria Mulock
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The Laurel Bush: An Old-Fashioned Love Story
Craik, Dinah Maria Mulock
Fiction; Love stories
"He is going away, and I shall never see him again. And I love him
better than any thing in all this world. I couldn't help it--he couldn't
help it. But, oh! It's hard--hard!"
And then, altogether breaking down, she would begin to cry like a child.
She missed him so, even this week, after having for weeks and months been
with him every day; but it was less like a girl missing her lover--who
was, after all, not her lover--than a child mourning helplessly for
the familiar voice, the guiding, helpful hand. With all the rest of
the world Fortune Williams was an independent, energetic woman,
self-contained, brave, and strong, as a solitary governess had need to
be; but beside Robert Roy she felt like a child, and she cried for him
like a child,
"And with no language but a cry."
So the week ended and Sunday came, kept at Mrs. Dalziel's like the Scotch
Sundays of twenty years ago. No visitor ever entered the house, wherein
all the meals were cold and the blinds drawn down, as if for a funeral.
The family went to church for the entire day, St. Andrews being too far
off for any return home "between sermons." Usually one servant was left
in charge, turn and turn about; but this Sunday Mrs. Dalziel, having put
the governess in the nurse's place beside the ailing child, thought
shrewdly she might as well put her in the servant's place too, and let
her take charge of the kitchen fire as well as of little David. Being
English, Miss Williams was not so exact about "ordinances" as a Scotch
woman would have been; so Mrs. Dalziel had no hesitation in asking her to
remain at home alone the whole day in charge of her pupil.
Thus faded, Fortune thought, her last hope of seeing Robert Roy again,
either at church--where he usually sat in the Dalziel pew, by the old
lady's request, to make the boys "behave"--or walking down the street,
where he sometimes took the two eldest to eat their "piece" at his
lodgings. All was now ended; yet on the hope--or dread--of this last
Sunday she had hung, she now felt with what intensity, till it was gone.
Fortune was the kind of woman who, were it given her to fight, could
fight to the death, against fate or circumstances; but when her part was
simply passive, she could also endure. Not, as some do, with angry grief
or futile resistance, but with a quiet patience so complete that only a
very quick eye would have found out she was suffering at all.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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