The Laurel Bush: An Old-Fashioned Love StoryCraik, Dinah Maria Mulock
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The Laurel Bush: An Old-Fashioned Love Story
Craik, Dinah Maria Mulock
Fiction; Love stories
Therefore she waited quietly for the postman's horn. It sounded at last.
"I'll go," cried Archy. "Just look at the haar! I shall have to grope
my way to the gate."
He came back, after what seemed an almost endless time, rubbing his head
and declaring he had nearly blinded himself by running right into the
laurel bush.
"I couldn't see for the fog. I only hope I've left none of the letters
behind. No, no; all right. Such a lot! It's the Indian mail. There's
for you, and you, boys." He dealt them out with a merry, careless hand.
There was no letter for Miss Williams--a circumstance so usual that
nobody noticed it or her, as she sat silent in her corner, while the
children read noisily and gaily the letters from their far-away parents.
_Her_ letter--what had befallen it? Had he forgotten to write? But
Robert Roy never forgot any thing. Nor did he delay any thing that he
could possibly do at the time he promised. He was one of the very few
people in this world who in small things as in great are absolutely
reliable. It seemed so impossible to believe he had not written, when he
said he would, that as a last hope, she stole out with a plaid over her
head and crept through the sidewalks of the garden, almost groping her
way through the fog, and, like Archy, stumbling over the low boughs of
the laurel bush to the letter-box it held. Her trembling hands felt in
every corner, but no letter was there.
She went wearily back; weary at heart, but patient still. A love like
hers, self-existent and sufficient to itself, is very patient, quite
unlike the other and more common form of the passion; not love, but a
diseased craving to be loved, which causes a thousand imaginary miseries
and wrongs. Sharp was her pain, poor girl; but she was not angry, and
after her first stab of disappointment her courage rose. All was well
with him; he had been seen cheerily starting for Edinburgh; and her own
temporary suffering was a comparatively a small thing. It could not
last: the letter would come tomorrow.
But it did not, nor the next day, nor the next. On the fourth day her
heart felt like to break.
I think, of all pains not mortal, few are worse than this small silent
agony of waiting for the post; letting all the day's hope climax upon a
single minute, which passes by, and the hope with it, and then comes
another day of dumb endurance, if not despair. This even with ordinary
letters upon which any thing of moment depends. With others, such as
this letter of Robert Roy's--let us not speak of it. Some may imagine,
others may have known, a similar suspense. They will understand why,
long years afterward, Fortune Williams was heard to say, with a quiver of
the lip that could have told its bitter tale, "No; when I have a letter
to write, I never put off writing it for single day."
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