“We must part, my angel,” he answered, sadly. “The fault is none of yours; the misfortune is all mine. My Valeria! how can you marry a man who is an object of suspicion to your nearest and dearest friends? I have led a dreary life. I have never found in any other woman the sympathy with me, the sweet comfort and companionship, that I find in you. Oh, it is hard to lose you! it is hard to go back again to my unfriended life! I must make the sacrifice, love, for your sake. I know no more why that letter is what it is than you do. Will your uncle believe me? will your friends believe me? One last kiss, Valeria! Forgive me for having loved you--passionately, devotedly loved you. Forgive me--and let me go!” I held him desperately, recklessly. His eyes, put me beside myself; his words filled me with a frenzy of despair. “Go where you may,” I said, “I go with you! Friends--reputation--I care nothing who I lose, or what I lose! Oh, Eustace, I am only a woman--don’t madden me! I can’t live without you. I must and will be your wife!” Those wild words were all I could say before the misery and madness in me forced their way outward in a burst of sobs and tears. He yielded. He soothed me with his charming voice; he brought me back to myself with his tender caresses. He called the bright heaven above us to witness that he devoted his whole life to me. He vowed--oh, in such solemn, such eloquent words!--that his one thought, night and day, should be to prove himself worthy of such love as mine. And had he not nobly redeemed the pledge? Had not the betrothal of that memorable night been followed by the betrothal at the altar, by the vows before God! Ah, what a life was before me! What more than mortal happiness was mine! Again I lifted my head from his bosom to taste the dear delight of seeing him by my side--my life, my love, my husband, my own! Hardly awakened yet from the absorbing memories of the past to the sweet realities of the present, I let my cheek touch his cheek, I whispered to him softly, “Oh, how I love you! how I love you!” The next instant I started back from him. My heart stood still. I put my hand up to my face. What did I feel on my cheek? (_I_ had not been weeping--I was too happy.) What did I feel on my cheek? A tear! His face was still averted from me. I turned it toward me, with my own hands, by main force. I looked at him--and saw my husband, on our wedding-day, with his eyes full of tears. CHAPTER III. RAMSGATE SANDS. EUSTACE succeeded in quieting my alarm. But I can hardly say that he succeeded in satisfying my mind as well.