England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Married people -- Fiction; Mystery fiction
There he sat, silent, with his hand to his head, still struggling to
marshal his wandering thoughts, still trying to see light through the
darkness that was closing round him.
“Master!” cried Ariel, piteously. “What’s become of the story?”
He started as if she had awakened him out of a sleep; he shook his
head impatiently, as though he wanted to throw off some oppression that
weighed upon it.
“Patience, patience,” he said. “The story is going on again.”
He dashed at it desperately; he picked up the first lost thread that
fell in his way, reckless whether it were the right thread or the wrong
one:
“Damoride fell on her knees. She burst into tears. She said--”
He stopped, and looked about him with vacant eyes.
“What name did I give the other woman?” he asked, not putting the
question to me, or to either of my companions: asking it of himself, or
asking it of the empty air.
“You called the other woman Cunegonda,” I said.
At the sound of my voice his eyes turned slowly--turned on me, and yet
failed to look at me. Dull and absent, still and changeless, they were
eyes that seemed to be fixed on something far away. Even his voice
was altered when he spoke next. It had dropped to a quiet, vacant,
monotonous tone. I had heard something like it while I was watching by
my husband’s bedside, at the time of his delirium--when Eustace’s mind
appeared to be too weary to follow his speech. Was the end so near as
this?
“I called her Cunegonda,” he repeated. “And I called the other--”
He stopped once more.
“And you called the other Damoride,” I said.
Ariel looked up at him with a broad stare of bewilderment. She pulled
impatiently at the sleeve of his jacket to attract his notice.
“Is this the story, Master?” she asked.
He answered without looking at her, his changeless eyes still fixed, as
it seemed, on something far away.
“This is the story,” he said, absently. “But why Cunegonda? why
Damoride? Why not Mistress and Maid? It’s easier to remember Mistress
and Maid--”
He hesitated; he shivered as he tried to raise himself in his chair.
Then he seemed to rally “What did the Maid say to the Mistress?” he
muttered. “What? what? what?” He hesitated again. Then something seemed
to dawn upon him unexpectedly. Was it some new thought that had struck
him? or some lost thought that he had recovered? Impossible to say.
He went on, suddenly and rapidly went on, in these strange words:
“‘The letter,’ the Maid said; ‘the letter. Oh my heart. Every word
a dagger. A dagger in my heart. Oh, you letter. Horrible, horrible,
horrible letter.’”
What, in God’s name, was he talking about? What did those words mean?
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