England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Married people -- Fiction; Mystery fiction
I had but one answer to this. Life, on such conditions as my good friend
had just stated, would be simply unendurable to me. Nothing could alter
my resolution--for this plain reason, that nothing could reconcile me to
living with my husband on the terms on which we were living now. It only
rested with Benjamin to say whether he would give a helping hand to his
master’s daughter or not.
The old man’s answer was thoroughly characteristic of him.
“Mention what you want of me, my dear,” was all he said.
We were then passing a street in the neighborhood of Portman Square. I
was on the point of speaking again, when the words were suspended on my
lips. I saw my husband.
He was just descending the steps of a house--as if leaving it after a
visit. His eyes were on the ground: he did not look up when the-carriage
passed. As the servant closed the door behind him, I noticed that the
number of the house was Sixteen. At the next corner I saw the name of
the street. It was Vivian Place.
“Do you happen to know who lives at Number Sixteen Vivian Place?” I
inquired of my companion.
Benjamin started. My question was certainly a strange one, after what he
had just said to me.
“No,” he replied. “Why do you ask?”
“I have just seen Eustace leaving that house.”
“Well, my dear, and what of that?”
“My mind is in a bad way, Benjamin. Everything my husband does that I
don’t understand rouses my suspicion now.”
Benjamin lifted his withered old hands, and let them drop on his knees
again in mute lamentation over me.
“I tell you again,” I went on, “my life is unendurable to me. I won’t
answer for what I may do if I am left much longer to live in doubt of
the one man on earth whom I love. You have had experience of the world.
Suppose you were shut out from Eustace’s confidence, as I am? Suppose
you were as fond of him as I am, and felt your position as bitterly as I
feel it--what would you do?”
The question was plain. Benjamin met it with a plain answer.
“I think I should find my way, my dear, to some intimate friend of your
husband’s,” he said, “and make a few discreet inquiries in that quarter
first.”
Some intimate friend of my husband’s? I considered with myself. There
was but one friend of his whom I knew of--my uncle’s correspondent,
Major Fitz-David. My heart beat fast as the name recurred to my memory.
Suppose I followed Benjamin’s advice? Suppose I applied to Major
Fitz-David? Even if he, too, refused to answer my questions, my position
would not be more helpless than it was now. I determined to make the
attempt. The only difficulty in the way, so far, was to discover the
Major’s address. I had given back his letter to Doctor Starkweather,
at my uncle’s own request. I remembered that the address from which the
Major wrote was somewhere in London--and I remembered no more.
“Thank you, old friend; you have given me an idea already,” I said to
Benjamin. “Have you got a Directory in your house?”
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