Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Young men -- Conduct of life -- Fiction
“It would be wonderful to care for just one person, _always_,” she
continued intently: “I had a dream when I was quite young.... I dreamed
that a marvellous happiness would follow a constancy like that. Father
rather laughs at me, and quotes Shakespeare--the 'one foot on land and
one on shore' thing. Perhaps, but it's too bad.”
Anthony gravely considered this new idea in relation to his own,
hitherto lamented, lack of experience. It dawned upon him that the idea
of manly success he had cherished would appear distasteful to Eliza
Dreen. She had indirectly extolled the very thing of which he had been
secretly ashamed. He thought in conjunction with her of the familiar
group at the drugstore, and in this light the latter retreat suffered
a disconcerting change: Thomas Meredith appeared sly and trivial, and
unhealthy; Williams an empty braggard; Craik ineffectual, untidy. He
surveyed himself without enthusiasm.
“You are different from any one I ever knew,” he told her.
“Oh, there are millions of me,” she returned; “but you are different.
I didn't like you for a sou at first; but there is something about you
like--like a very clear spring of water. That's idiotic, but it's what
I mean. There is an early morning feeling about you. I am very sensitive
to people,” she informed him, “some make me uncomfortable directly they
come into the room. There was a curé at Etretat I perfectly detested,
and he turned out to be an awful person.”
Her name was called unmistakably across the lawn, and she rose. “They're
all furious,” she announced, without moving further. Her face was pale,
immaterial, in the gloom; her wide eyes dark, disturbing. A minute gold
watch on her wrist ticked faintly, and--it seemed to Anthony--in furious
haste. Something within him, struggling inarticulately for expression,
hurt; an oppressive emotion beat upon his heart. He uttered a period
about seeing her again.
“Some day you may show me the place where the fall sounds and the owls
hunt. No, don't come with me.” She turned and fled.
An unreasoning conviction seized Anthony that a momentous occasion had
overtaken him; he was unable to distinguish its features, discover it
grave or gay; but, wrapped in the impenetrable veil of the future,
it enveloped and permeated him, swept in the circle of his blood's
circulation, vibrated in the cords of his sensitive ganglia. He returned
slowly to the house: the brilliantly-lit, dancing figures seemed the
mere figments of a febrile dream; but the music apparently throbbed
within his brain.
Ellie's cool voice recreated his actual sphere. He found their hack,
the driver slumbering doubled on the seat. The latter rose stiffly,
and stirred his drowsing animal into a stumbling walk. Beyond the
illuminated entrance to Hydrangea House the countryside lay profoundly
dim to where the horizon flared with the pale reflection of distant
lightning.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account