Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Young men -- Conduct of life -- Fiction
He scorned the fare soon spread on the clothed sod, burning his throat
stoically with a cup of unsweetened coffee. Eliza sat beyond the
charring remains of the fire sinking from cherry-red embers to
impalpable white ash. He observed with secret satisfaction that she
too ate little: an appetite on her part, he felt, would have been a
calamity.
'The meadows and distant woods were vague against the primrose west,
the cyanite curtain of the east, when the baskets were assembled for the
return. Anthony delayed over the arrangement of his craft until Eliza
and himself were last in the floating procession. Dense shadows,
drooping from the trees, filled the banks; overhead the sky was clear
green. They swept silently forward with the current, a rare dip of the
paddle. Eliza's countenance was just palely visible. The lilacs lay in a
pallid heap at their feet. On either hand the world floated back darkly
like an immaterial void through which an ebon stream bore them beyond
the stars.
At a bend he reached up and caught hold of an overhanging branch, and
they swung into a shallow backwater. A deep shelf of stone lay under the
face of the bank, closed in by a network of wildgrape stems. “This is
where I sometimes stay at night,” he told her; “no one knows but you.”
XVI
SHE rose, and, without warning, stepped out upon the rock. “Here's
where you build your fire,” she cried at the discovery of a blackened
heap of ashes. He secured the canoe and followed her. “Ideal,” she
breathed. The sound of the fall below was faintly audible; the quavering
cry of an owl, the beating of heavy wings, rose above the bank. “Don't
you envy the old pastoral people following their flocks from land to
land, setting up their tents by streams like this, waking with the dawn
on the world? or gipsies... you must read 'Lavengro.'”
“I don't envy any one on God's little globe,” he asserted; “to be here
with you is the best thing possible.”
“Something more desirable would soon occur to you.”
“Than you!” he protested; “than you!”
“But people get tired of what they have.”
“It's what they don't have that makes them old and tired,” he told her
with sudden prescience; “when I think of what I am going to lose, of
what I can never have, it makes me crazy.”
“Why do you say that?... How can you know?”
She was standing close to him in the constricted space, the tangible
shock of her nearness sweeping over him in waves of heady emotion. The
water gurgling by the rock was the only sound in a world-stillness.
“I mean you.”
“Well, I'm not fairy gold; I'm not the end of the rainbow. I am just
Eliza.”
“Just Eliza!” he scoffed. Then the possibility contained in her words
struck him dumb. The feeling irresistibly returned that because of
her heavenly ignorance, her charity, she mistook him to be worthy. The
necessity to guard her from her own divinity impelled him to repeat,
miserably, all that she had ignored.
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