Every morning I shook those nuts out of my boot and sent them rattling
over the cellar floor. Every night the mouse gathered them up and put
them snugly back into the toe of the boot. She could not have carried
more than one nut at a time,—up the tall boot-leg and down the oily,
slippery inside. I should have liked to see her scurrying about the
cellar, looking after her curiously difficult harvest. Apparently,
they were new nuts to her every evening. Once or twice I came down to
find them lying untouched. The mouse, perhaps, was away over night on
other business. But the following night they were all gathered and
nicely packed in the boot as before. And as before I sent them sixty
ways among the barrels and boxes of the furnace room. But I did it once
too often, for it dawned upon the mouse one night that these were the
same old nuts that she had gathered now a dozen times; and that night
they disappeared. Where? I wondered. Weeks passed, and I had entirely
forgotten about the nuts, when I came upon them, the identical nuts of
my boot, tiered carefully up in a corner of the deep, empty water-tank
away off in the attic.
Store? The mouse had to store. She had to, not to feed her body,—there
was plenty in the cellar for that,—but to satisfy her soul. A mouse’s
soul, that something within a mouse which makes for more than meat, may
not be a soul at all, but only a bundle of blind instincts. The human
soul, that thing whose satisfaction is so often a box of chocolates
and a silk petticoat, may be better and higher than the soul of a
mouse, may be a different thing indeed; but originally it, too, had
simple, healthful instincts; and among them, atrophied now, but not
wholly gone, may still be found the desire for a life that is more than
something to eat and something to put on.
To be sure, here on the farm, one may eat all of his potatoes, his
corn, his beans and squashes before the long, lean winter comes to an
end. But if squashes _to eat_ were all, then he could buy squashes,
bigger, fairer, fatter ones, and at less cost, no doubt, at the grocery
store. He may need to eat the squash, but what he needs more, and
cannot buy, is the raising of it, the harvesting of it, the fathering
of it. He needs to watch it grow, to pick it, to heft it, and have his
neighbor heft it; to go up occasionally to the attic and look at it. He
almost hates to _eat_ it.
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