I stopped. The stub lay out upon the wind, with only an eddy of the
gale sucking at the little round hole in the broken end, while far down
in its hollow heart, huddling himself into a downy, dozy ball for the
night, was the chickadee. I know by the very way he struck the limb and
turned in that he had been there before. He knew whither, across the
sweeping meadows, he was being blown. He had even helped the winds as
they whirled him, for he had tarried along the roads till late. But he
was safe for the night now, in the very bed, it may be, where he was
hatched last summer, and where at this moment, who knows, were half a
dozen other chickadees, the rest of that last summer’s brood, unscathed
still, and still sharing the old home hollow, as snug and warm this
bitter night as in the soft May days when they were nestlings here
together.
The cold drove me on; but the chickadee had warmed me and all my naked
world of night and death. And so he ever does. The winter has yet to be
that drives him seeking shelter to the south. I never knew it colder
than in January and February of 1904. During both of those months,
morning and evening, I drove through a long mile of empty, snow-buried
woods. For days at a time I would not see even a crow, but morning and
evening, at a certain dip in the road, two chickadees would fly from
bush to bush across the hollow and cheer me on the way. They came out
to the road, really, to pick up whatever scanty crumbs were to be found
in my wake. They came also to hear me, to see me pass,—to escape for a
moment, I think, the silence, desertion, and death of the woods. They
helped me to escape, too.
Four other chickadees, all winter long, ate with us, sharing, as far
as the double windows would allow, the cheer of our dining-room. We
served them on the lilac bush outside the window, tying their suet on
so that they could see us and we them during meal time. Perhaps it was
mere suet, no feast of soul at all, that they got; but constantly, when
our pie was opened, the birds began to sing,—a dainty dish indeed,
savory, wholesome, and good for our souls.
There are states in the far Northwest where the porcupine is protected
by law, as a last food resource for men lost and starving in the
forests. Perhaps the porcupine was not designed by nature for any such
purpose. Perhaps chickadee was not left behind by summer to feed our
lost and starving hope through the cheerless months. But that is the
use I make of him. He is summer’s pledge to me. The woods are hollow,
the winds chill, the earth cold and stiff, but there flits chickadee,
and—I cannot lose faith, nor feel that this procession of bleak white
days is all a funeral!
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