The Lazy Tour of Two Idle ApprenticesDickens, Charles
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The Lazy Tour of Two Idle Apprentices
Dickens, Charles
Apprentices -- Fiction; Cumbria (England) -- Description and travel -- Fiction; Walking -- England -- Cumbria -- Fiction
‘Eleven years she had lived in the dark house and its gloomy garden. He
was jealous of the very light and air getting to her, and they kept her
close. He stopped the wide chimneys, shaded the little windows, left the
strong-stemmed ivy to wander where it would over the house-front, the
moss to accumulate on the untrimmed fruit-trees in the red-walled garden,
the weeds to over-run its green and yellow walks. He surrounded her with
images of sorrow and desolation. He caused her to be filled with fears
of the place and of the stories that were told of it, and then on pretext
of correcting them, to be left in it in solitude, or made to shrink about
it in the dark. When her mind was most depressed and fullest of terrors,
then, he would come out of one of the hiding-places from which he
overlooked her, and present himself as her sole resource.
‘Thus, by being from her childhood the one embodiment her life presented
to her of power to coerce and power to relieve, power to bind and power
to loose, the ascendency over her weakness was secured. She was
twenty-one years and twenty-one days old, when he brought her home to the
gloomy house, his half-witted, frightened, and submissive Bride of three
weeks.
[Picture: A submissive bride]
‘He had dismissed the governess by that time—what he had left to do, he
could best do alone—and they came back, upon a rain night, to the scene
of her long preparation. She turned to him upon the threshold, as the
rain was dripping from the porch, and said:
‘“O sir, it is the Death-watch ticking for me!”
‘“Well!” he answered. “And if it were?”
‘“O sir!” she returned to him, “look kindly on me, and be merciful to me!
I beg your pardon. I will do anything you wish, if you will only forgive
me!”
‘That had become the poor fool’s constant song: “I beg your pardon,” and
“Forgive me!”
‘She was not worth hating; he felt nothing but contempt for her. But,
she had long been in the way, and he had long been weary, and the work
was near its end, and had to be worked out.
‘“You fool,” he said. “Go up the stairs!”
‘She obeyed very quickly, murmuring, “I will do anything you wish!” When
he came into the Bride’s Chamber, having been a little retarded by the
heavy fastenings of the great door (for they were alone in the house, and
he had arranged that the people who attended on them should come and go
in the day), he found her withdrawn to the furthest corner, and there
standing pressed against the paneling as if she would have shrunk through
it: her flaxen hair all wild about her face, and her large eyes staring
at him in vague terror.
‘“What are you afraid of? Come and sit down by me.”
‘“I will do anything you wish. I beg your pardon, sir. Forgive me!”
Her monotonous tune as usual.
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