Poor -- New York (State) -- New York; Social settlements
A visit was made to a home in which a girl of sixteen was dying of
tuberculosis. The plaint of the mother, even in the presence of the girl,
was, "She was such a good child. She always brought home her envelope
unopened." To the visitor this was at the time incomprehensible, as the
advantages of the envelope to her were two-fold, that it could be opened as
well as closed. The child had worked nearly three years, had been paid her
wages in a sealed envelope, which she always gave to her mother as she
received it. This is the measure of goodness for husband and child in
thousands of working-men's homes. This mother was unconsciously brutal.
Whether from lack of sensitiveness, or because of a life spent in fighting
just homelessness and hunger, to the very last hour of her child's life her
moan was, "What will I do without her wages?"
Not once did that little girl hear her mother give expression to any sense
of personal loss for her companionship. The child herself became weighed
down with the sense of responsibility, and resented the lack of strength
because it added to her mother's burdens. This was her regret, the only
thing she mentioned: "I wish I could have helped mother till the others
grew up. I've cost such a lot being sick so long and not earning anything."
That was her estimate of life at sixteen.
A son went wrong in that family, and as the time approached for his return
home, the mother moved, lest he should be annoyed by questions and comments
on his absence by neighbors. No power could be brought to bear on that
mother to make her move that the daughter might sleep in a room having an
outside window. One influence came within the range of her experience, the
other was beyond her comprehension, and her daughter died in an absolutely
dark, unventilated bedroom, in which she had slept eight years.
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