Poor -- New York (State) -- New York; Social settlements
"I just made up my mind I'd do it." No girl of eighteen giving a confidence
of a love affair could have shown more embarrassment than this mother of
wage-earning children. "I did not know how I would do it, or what ----
would say, but I just made up my mind I would kiss him when he came home. I
thought about it all the next day. Late in the afternoon I made up my mind.
Of course, I could not kiss him before the children. When it was most time
for ---- to come home, I sent them each on an errand that would keep them
away until long after ---- got home. I had the table all set and the supper
cooking. At last I heard him come up the stairs. My land! How I trembled! I
stood so that when the door opened he would not see me, and then I just
kissed him before I had a chance to think. He staggered back, he was so
surprised." She waited while an expression that should have been habitual
changed her shrewd, hard face into a loving woman's. "But I never saw him
look so happy," she continued. "I made up my mind I would kiss him every
day when he came home. I could not kiss him in the morning, for the
children were all there," she added decidedly; "but I can always send the
little ones on errands at night."
Perhaps it was three weeks later that she told of the climax. "I had a
toothache all day; I was tired and cross, for I had been washing. I stood
by the fire, making the hash. Kittie was setting the table, when ----
opened the door. I did not look up. He stood in the door a minute; then he
asked, 'What's the matter, Jennie?' 'Nothing.' I knew I said it cross. I
looked up then. ---- looked so disappointed that I thought he'd cry. I just
forgot the children, and right before them I kissed ---- twice. I wish you
could have seen his face. I burst out laughing when I looked at the two
children. They stood staring at us with their mouths wide open. Do you know
what I did? I kissed each of them. I don't believe I've kissed either since
they were babies. I think they told the big ones in the front room when
they came from work." This experiment in love-making did not continue. ----
came home drunk one night, and for punishment the experiment was dropped
and never resumed. While it lasted, it had a most harmonizing effect on
the whole family, and one wondered if it had been begun earlier, when the
habit could have been easily fixed, what would have been the result.
The mother, from a worldly point of view, has been most successful. The
children are in positions where skill is required, and wages seem to depend
on health only. Yet they are not popular; are selfish and unsympathetic.
They point to their own success as the reason why every family should
succeed. The family has moved into new environment, establishing relations
that have placed it several rounds higher than the level at which the
home-making began; but it has no fixed place in the social world. The
combined income of the five wages equals at times two thousand dollars a
year.
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