"Not so much to tell exactly as to talk about. Yes, there's lots to
say.... She's coming to see you, Rhoda, directly they come up to town.
It's so funny to think you and she have never met."
"Is it? Well, I don't know. I've not met any of your cousins really,
have I?"
Rhoda was in one of her slightly pettish moods this evening. Peter didn't
better matters by saying, "Oh, well, none of the others count. Lucy and I
have always been different from most cousins, I suppose; more like
brother and sister, I daresay."
Rhoda looked at him sharply. She was in a fault-finding mood.
"You think more of her than you do of anyone else. Of course, I know
that."
Peter was startled. He stopped stroking the kitten and looked at her
through the dim firelight. The suspicion of a vulgar scene was in the
air, and frightened him. Then he remembered that Rhoda was in frail
health, and said very gently, "Oh, Rhoda darling, don't say silly things,
like a young gurl in a novelette," and slithered along the floor and laid
his arm across her lap and laughed up into her face.
She sniffed a little, and dabbed her handkerchief at her eyes.
"It's all very well, Peter, but you do care for her a lot, you know you
do."
"But of course I do," said Peter, laying his cheek against her knee. "You
don't _mind_, Rhoda, do you?"
"You care for her," said Rhoda, but softening under his caresses, "and
you care for her husband. You care for him awfully, Peter; more than for
her really, I believe; more than for anyone in the world, don't you?"
"Don't," said Peter, his voice muffled against her dress. "I can't
compare one thing with another like that, and I don't want to. Isn't
one's caring for each of the people one knows quite different from every
other? Isn't yours? Can you say which you love best, the sun rising over
the river, or St. Mark's, or a Bellini Madonna? Of course you can't, and
it's immoral to try. So I'm not going to place Lucy and Denis and you and
Rodney and Peggy and the kitten in a horrid class-list. I won't. Do you
hear?"
He drew one of her small thin hands down to his lips, then moved it up
and placed it on his head, and drew it gently to and fro, ruffling his
hair.
"You're a silly, Peter," said Rhoda, and there was peace.
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