Very soon after that Lucy came. She came in the afternoon before Peter
got home, and Rhoda looked with listless interest at the small, wide-eyed
person in a grey frock and big grey hat that made her small, pale face
look like a white flower. Pretty? Rhoda wasn't sure. Very like Peter; so
perhaps not pretty; only one liked to look at her. Clever? It didn't
transpire that she was. Witty? Well, much more amused than amusing; and
when she was amused she came out with Peter's laugh, which Rhoda wasn't
sure was in good taste on her part. Absurdly like Peter she was, to
look at and to listen to, and in some inner essence which was beyond
definition. The thought flashed through Rhoda's mind that it was no
wonder these two found things to tell each other every other Sunday;
they would be interested in all the same things, so it must be easy.
Remotely, dully, Rhoda thought these things, as things which didn't
concern her particularly. Less and less each day she had grown to care
whether Peter found his cousin Lucy a kindred spirit or not. She could
work herself up into a fit of petulant jealousy about it at times; but
it didn't touch her inmost being; it was a very surface grievance.
So she looked at Lucy dispassionately, and let herself, without a
struggle, be caught and held by that ingenuous charm, a charm as of a
small woodland flower set dancing by the winds of spring. She noticed
that when the kitten that was now nearly a cat sprang on to Lucy's lap,
she stroked its fur backwards with her flat hand and spread fingers
precisely as Peter always did.
Then Peter came in, and he and Lucy laughed the same laugh at one
another, and then they had tea. After all, Rhoda didn't see now that they
were so like. Peter talked much more; he said twenty words to Lucy's
one; Lucy wasn't a great talker at all. Peter was a chatterbox; there was
no denying that. And their features and eyes and all weren't so like,
either. But when one had said all this, there was something... something
inner, essential, indefinable, of the spirit, that was not of like
substance but the same. So it is sometimes with twins. Rhoda, her
intuitive faculties oddly sharpened, took in this. Peter might care
most for Denis Urquhart; he might love Rhoda as a wife; but Lucy, less
consciously loved than either, was intimately one with himself.
Peter asked "How is Denis?" and Lucy answered "Very well, of course. And
very busy playing at being a real member. Isn't it fun? Oh, he sent you
his love. And you're to come and see us soon."
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