Beatrix was still young, but shame and hunger had left on her
brow the imprint of those hideous marks that reveal premature
ageing. When her pale and mute face timidly begged help from
passers-by, when her white and delicate hand opened jerkily to
receive their gifts, there were none who did not feel that her
life must have been very different at some stage. Those who
were the most indifferent to her halted before her with a harsh
look that seemed to say: Oh my daughter! How was it you fell
from what you were? And yet her own look could no longer reply
to them, for it had been a long time now since she had been able
to weep. She walked on and on, on and on: her journey seemed as
though it would only ever end with her death. One particular day
she had been climbing since sun-up, at a bare mountain's back, a
rough and rugged path, without a single house in sight to assuage
her weariness. All she had eaten were some flavourless roots
torn from cracks in the rocks. Her shoes, worn to shreds, had
just come away from her bloodied feet. She felt herself faint
with fatigue and need when, night having come, she was all of
a sudden struck by the appearance of a long line of lights that
were indicative of a large building. Towards these lights she
made her way with all the strength left to her, but, at the chime
of a silvery bell, the sound of which awoke in her heart a strange
and vague memory, all the lights went out at once, and all that
now remained around her were silence and night. She nevertheless
took a few more steps with outstretched arms, and her trembling
hands rested on a closed door. She leaned against it for a moment
as if to catch her breath and tried to hold onto it so as not to
fall. Her debilitated fingers let her down. They gave way under
the weight of her body. "Oh holy Mary!" she cried. "Why did I
leave you?" And the unhappy Beatrix passed out on the threshold.
May the wrath of heaven go easy on the guilty! Nights like this
expiate a whole lifetime of sin! The keen coolness of the morning
had scarcely begun to bring back to life in her a blurred and
painful sense of her own identity, when she perceived that she
was not alone. A woman knelt at her side was raising her head
carefully, and staring at her with anxious curiosity, waiting for
her to come round completely.
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