“He may be human, Preacher, I don’t know. To tell you the truth, I have
my doubts. Anyhow, I can’t help it. God knows I hate the sight of ’em
like I do a rattlesnake. That nigger Nelse, they say is a good one. He
was faithful to the Colonel, I know, but I couldn’t bear him no more
than any of the rest of ’em. I always hated a nigger since I was knee
high. My daddy and my mammy hated ’em before me. Somehow, we always
felt like they was crowdin’ us to death on them big plantations, and the
little ones too. And then I had to leave my wife and baby and fight four
years, all on account of their stinkin’ hides, that never done nothin’
for me except make it harder to live. Every time I’d go into battle and
hear them Minie balls begin to sing over us, it seemed to me I could see
their black ape faces grinnin’ and makin’ fun of poor whites. At night
when they’d detail me to help the ambulance corps carry off the dead and
the wounded, there was a strange smell on the field that came from the
blood and night damp and burnt powder. It always smelled like a nigger
to me! It made me sick. Yes, Preacher, God forgive me, I hate ’em! I
can’t help it any more than I can the color of my skin or my hair.”
“I’ll fix it with Nelse, then. You take the first part of the night ’till
twelve o’clock. I’ll go down with you from the church to-night,” said
the Preacher, as he shook Tom’s hand and took his leave.
CHAPTER III--DEEPENING SHADOWS
ON the second day after Mrs. Gaston was stricken a forlorn little boy
sat in the kitchen watching Aunt Eve get supper. He saw her nod while
she worked the dough for the biscuits.
“Aunt Eve, I’m going to sit up to-night and every night with my Mama,
’till she gets well. I can’t sleep for hours and hours. I lie awake
and cry when I hear her talking ’till I feel like I’ll die. I must do
something to help her.”
“Laws, honey, you’se too little. You can’t keep ’wake ’tall. You get
so lonesome and skeered all by yerself.”
“I don’t care, I’ve told Tom to wake me to-night if I’m asleep when
he goes, and I’ll sit up from twelve ’till two o’clock and then call
you.”
“All right, Mammy’s darlin’ boy, but you git tired en can’t stan’ it.”
So that night at midnight he took his place by the bedside. His mother
was sleeping, at first. He sat and gazed with aching heart at her still,
white face. She stirred, opened her eyes, saw him, and imagined he was
his father.
“Dearie-, I knew you would come,” she murmured. “They told me you were
dead; but I knew better. What a long, long time you have been away. How
brown the sun has tanned your face, but it’s just as handsome. I think
handsomer than ever. And how like you is little Charlie! I knew you
would be proud of him!”
While she talked, her eyes had a glassy look, that seemed to take no
note of anything in the room.
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