Then days of relapse would follow when the child’s heart would ache and
ache with a dumb sense of despair as he listened to her incoherent talk,
and heard her meaningless laughter. When at length he could endure it
no longer, he would call Aunt Eve, run from the house, as fast as his
little legs could carry him, and in the woods lie down in the shadows
and cry for hours.
“I wonder if God is dead?” he said one day as he lay and gazed at the
clouds sweeping past the openings in the green foliage above.
“I pray every day and every night, but she don’t get well. Why does He
leave her like that, when she’s so good!” and then his voice choked into
sobs, and he buried his face in the leaves.
He was suddenly roused by the voice of Nelse who stood looking down on
his forlorn figure with tenderness.
“What you doin’ out in dese woods, honey, by yo’ se’f?”
“Nothin’, Nelse.”
“I knows. You’se er crying ’bout yo Ma.”
The boy nodded without looking up.
“Doan do dat way, honey. You’se too little ter cry lak dat. Yer Ma’s
gittin’ better ev’ry day, de doctor done tole me so.”
“Do you think so, Nelse?” There was an eagerness and yearning in the
child’s voice, that would have moved the heart of a stone.
“Cose I does. She be strong en well in little while when cole wedder
comes. Fros ’ll soon be here. I see whar er ole rabbit been er eatin’
on my turnip tops. Dat’s er sho sign. I gwine make you er rabbit box
ter-morrer ter ketch dat rabbit.”
“Will you, Nelse?”
“Sho’s you bawn. Now des lemme pick you er chune on dis banjer ’fo I
goes ter my wuk.”
Of all the music he had ever heard, the boy thought Nelse’s banjo was
the sweetest. He accompanied the music in a deep bass voice which he
kept soft and soothing. The boy sat entranced. With wide open eyes and
half parted lips he dreamed his mother was well, and then that he
had grown to be a man, a great man, rich and powerful. Now he was the
Governor of the state, living in the Governor’s palace, and his mother
was presiding at a banquet in his honour. He was bending proudly over
her and whispering to her that she was the most beautiful mother in the
world. And he could hear her say with a smile, “You dear boy!”
Suddenly the banjo stopped, and Nelse railed with mock severity, “Now
look at ’im er cryin’ ergin, en me er pickin’ de eens er my fingers
off fur ’im!”
“No, I aint cryin’. I am just listenin’ to the music. Nelse, you’re the
greatest banjo player in the world!”
“Na, honey, hits de banjer. Dats de Jo-bloin’est banjer! En des ter
t’ink--er Yankee gin’er to me in de wah! Dat wuz the fus’ Yankee I
ebber seed hab sense enuf ter own er banjer. I kinder hate ter fight dem
Yankees atter dat.”
“But Nelse, if you were fighting with our men how did you get close to
any Yankees?”
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