Authors -- Fiction; Mentoring of authors -- Fiction; Psychological fiction; Young men -- Fiction
“Do you read them—really?” he asked, laying down the proofs on Paul’s
enquiring of him how soon the work would be published. And when the
young man answered “Oh yes, always,” he was moved to mirth again by
something he caught in his manner of saying that. “You go to see your
grandmother on her birthday—and very proper it is, especially as she
won’t last for ever. She has lost every faculty and every sense; she
neither sees, nor hears, nor speaks; but all customary pieties and kindly
habits are respectable. Only you’re strong if you _do_ read ’em! _I_
couldn’t, my dear fellow. You are strong, I know; and that’s just a part
of what I wanted to say to you. You’re very strong indeed. I’ve been
going into your other things—they’ve interested me immensely. Some one
ought to have told me about them before—some one I could believe. But
whom can one believe? You’re wonderfully on the right road—it’s awfully
decent work. Now do you mean to keep it up?—that’s what I want to ask
you.”
“Do I mean to do others?” Paul asked, looking up from his sofa at his
erect inquisitor and feeling partly like a happy little boy when the
school-master is gay, and partly like some pilgrim of old who might have
consulted a world-famous oracle. St. George’s own performance had been
infirm, but as an adviser he would be infallible.
“Others—others? Ah the number won’t matter; one other would do, if it
were really a further step—a throb of the same effort. What I mean is
have you it in your heart to go in for some sort of decent perfection?”
“Ah decency, ah perfection—!” the young man sincerely sighed. “I talked
of them the other Sunday with Miss Fancourt.”
It produced on the Master’s part a laugh of odd acrimony. “Yes, they’ll
‘talk’ of them as much as you like! But they’ll do little to help one to
them. There’s no obligation of course; only you strike me as capable,”
he went on. “You must have thought it all over. I can’t believe you’re
without a plan. That’s the sensation you give me, and it’s so rare that
it really stirs one up—it makes you remarkable. If you haven’t a plan,
if you _don’t_ mean to keep it up, surely you’re within your rights; it’s
nobody’s business, no one can force you, and not more than two or three
people will notice you don’t go straight. The others—_all_ the rest,
every blest soul in England, will think you do—will think you are keeping
it up: upon my honour they will! I shall be one of the two or three who
know better. Now the question is whether you can do it for two or three.
Is that the stuff you’re made of?”
It locked his guest a minute as in closed throbbing arms. “I could do it
for one, if you were the one.”
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