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“IT goes on too much abroad—hang abroad!” These or something like them
had been the Master’s remarkable words in relation to the action of
“Ginistrella”; and yet, though they had made a sharp impression on the
author of that work, like almost all spoken words from the same source,
he a week after the conversation I have noted left England for a long
absence and full of brave intentions. It is not a perversion of the
truth to pronounce that encounter the direct cause of his departure. If
the oral utterance of the eminent writer had the privilege of moving him
deeply it was especially on his turning it over at leisure, hours and
days later, that it appeared to yield him its full meaning and exhibit
its extreme importance. He spent the summer in Switzerland and, having
in September begun a new task, determined not to cross the Alps till he
should have made a good start. To this end he returned to a quiet corner
he knew well, on the edge of the Lake of Geneva and within sight of the
towers of Chillon: a region and a view for which he had an affection that
sprang from old associations and was capable of mysterious revivals and
refreshments. Here he lingered late, till the snow was on the nearer
hills, almost down to the limit to which he could climb when his stint,
on the shortening afternoons, was performed. The autumn was fine, the
lake was blue and his book took form and direction. These felicities,
for the time, embroidered his life, which he suffered to cover him with
its mantle. At the end of six weeks he felt he had learnt St. George’s
lesson by heart, had tested and proved its doctrine. Nevertheless he did
a very inconsistent thing: before crossing the Alps he wrote to Marian
Fancourt. He was aware of the perversity of this act, and it was only as
a luxury, an amusement, the reward of a strenuous autumn, that he
justified it. She had asked of him no such favour when, shortly before
he left London, three days after their dinner in Ennismore Gardens, he
went to take leave of her. It was true she had had no ground—he hadn’t
named his intention of absence. He had kept his counsel for want of due
assurance: it was that particular visit that was, the next thing, to
settle the matter. He had paid the visit to see how much he really cared
for her, and quick departure, without so much as an explicit farewell,
was the sequel to this enquiry, the answer to which had created within
him a deep yearning. When he wrote her from Clarens he noted that he
owed her an explanation (more than three months after!) for not having
told her what he was doing.
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