Authors -- Fiction; Mentoring of authors -- Fiction; Psychological fiction; Young men -- Fiction
He had been absent from London for two years—two years which, seeming to
count as more, had made such a difference in his own life—through the
production of a novel far stronger, he believed, than “Ginistrella”—that
he turned out into Piccadilly, the morning after his arrival, with a
vague expectation of changes, of finding great things had happened. But
there were few transformations in Piccadilly—only three or four big red
houses where there had been low black ones—and the brightness of the end
of June peeped through the rusty railings of the Green Park and glittered
in the varnish of the rolling carriages as he had seen it in other, more
cursory Junes. It was a greeting he appreciated; it seemed friendly and
pointed, added to the exhilaration of his finished book, of his having
his own country and the huge oppressive amusing city that suggested
everything, that contained everything, under his hand again. “Stay at
home and do things here—do subjects we can measure,” St. George had said;
and now it struck him he should ask nothing better than to stay at home
for ever. Late in the afternoon he took his way to Manchester Square,
looking out for a number he hadn’t forgotten. Miss Fancourt, however,
was not at home, so that he turned rather dejectedly from the door. His
movement brought him face to face with a gentleman just approaching it
and recognised on another glance as Miss Fancourt’s father. Paul saluted
this personage, and the General returned the greeting with his customary
good manner—a manner so good, however, that you could never tell whether
it meant he placed you. The disappointed caller felt the impulse to
address him; then, hesitating, became both aware of having no particular
remark to make, and convinced that though the old soldier remembered him
he remembered him wrong. He therefore went his way without computing the
irresistible effect his own evident recognition would have on the
General, who never neglected a chance to gossip. Our young man’s face
was expressive, and observation seldom let it pass. He hadn’t taken ten
steps before he heard himself called after with a friendly
semi-articulate “Er—I beg your pardon!” He turned round and the General,
smiling at him from the porch, said: “Won’t you come in? I won’t leave
you the advantage of me!” Paul declined to come in, and then felt
regret, for Miss Fancourt, so late in the afternoon, might return at any
moment. But her father gave him no second chance; he appeared mainly to
wish not to have struck him as ungracious. A further look at the visitor
had recalled something, enough at least to enable him to say: “You’ve
come back, you’ve come back?” Paul was on the point of replying that he
had come back the night before, but he suppressed, the next instant, this
strong light on the immediacy of his visit and, giving merely a general
assent, alluded to the young lady he deplored not having found. He had
come late in the hope she would be in.
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