When Rotha came in again, she was a different figure. She had put on an
old grey merino, which had once belonged to her mother and had been made
over for her. At the time she had rejoiced much over it; now Rotha had
got a new standard for judging of dresses, and she seemed to herself very
"mean" looking. Truly, the old grey gown had been made a good while ago;
the fashion had changed, and Rotha had grown; it was scant now and had
lost even a distant conformity with prevailing modes. Moreover it was
worn, and it was faded, and it was not even very clean. Rotha thought Mr.
Digby would hardly endure it; she herself endured it only under stress of
authority. He looked at her a little gravely.
"That's the best you have, is it? Never mind, Rotha; it is I who am to
blame. I am very much ashamed of myself, for forgetting that winter was
corning."
He had never known what it was, in all his life, to want a thick coat or
a thin coat and not find it in his wardrobe; and that makes people
forget.
"This will not do, do you think it will, Mr. Digby?" said Rotha
tentatively.
"Better than to have you get sick. It will keep you warm, will it not?
and we will soon have you fitted up with better supplies."
It was not time quite for the carriage to be at the door, and Mr. Digby
sat down to a bit of drawing; he was making a copy for Rotha. Rotha stood
by, doubtful and thoughtful.
"Mr. Digby," she said at last shyly, "there is something I should like
very much to ask."
"Ask it, Rotha."
"But I do not know whether you would like it--and yet I cannot know
without asking--"
"Naturally. What is it, Rotha?"
"Mr. Digby, my mother hadn't anything at all, had she? Money, I mean."
"Of late? No, Rotha, I believe not."
The girl hesitated and struggled with herself.
"I thought so," she said. "And while it was you, I didn't mind. But
now,--how will it be, Mr. Digby?"
Mr. Digby got at the sense of this by some intuition.
"Who will be at the charge of your schooling, you mean? and other things?
Certainly I, Rotha, unless your aunt wishes very decidedly that it should
be herself."
"She will not wish that," said the girl. "Then, Mr. Digby, when I am done
with school--what am I to do? What do you want me to do? Because if I
knew, I might work better to get ready for it."
"Well," said Mr. Digby, making some easy strokes with his pencil, every
one of which however meant something,--"there is generally something for
everybody to do in this world; but we cannot always tell what, till the
time comes. The best way is to prepare yourself, as far as possible, for
everything."
"But I cannot do that," said Rotha, with the nearest approach to a laugh
that she had made since the previous Friday.
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