"Yes, you can. First, be a good woman; and then, get all the knowledge
and all the accomplishments, and all the acquirements, that come in your
way. Drawing, certainly, for you have a true love for that. How is it
with music? Are you fond of it?"
"I don't know," Rotha said low. "Mr. Digby, can I not--some time--do
something for you?"
"Yes," said he, looking up at her with a laughing glance, "you can do all
these things for me. I want you to be as good a woman, and as wise a
woman, and as accomplished a woman, as you are able to become."
"Then I will," said Rotha very quietly.
The carriage came. Rotha covered up her old dress as well as she could
under her silk mantle, very ill satisfied with the joint effect, She
behaved very well, however; was perfectly quiet during the drive, and
only once asked,
"Mr. Digby, you said I might write to you?"
"As often as you like. But you will see me too, Rotha, though not every
day. If anything goes wrong with you, let me know."
That was all; and then the carriage turned a corner and stopped in a
street of high, regular, stately houses, with high flights of doorsteps.
Poor Rotha felt her gown dreadfully out of place; but her bearing did not
betray her. She was trying hard to form herself on Mr. Digby's model, and
so to be even and calm and unimpassioned in her manners. Not easy, when a
young heart beats as hers was beating then. They entered the house. Mrs.
Busby was not in, the servant said; at the same time she opened the door
of the parlour, and Mr. Digby and Rotha went in.
Nobody was there; only the luxurious presence of warmth and colour and
softness and richness, whichever way the girl looked. She tried not to
look; she fixed her eyes on the glowing grate; while a keen sense of
wrong and a bitter feeling of resentment and opposition swelled her
heart. This was how her aunt lived! and her mother had done sewing for
her bread, and not got it. If the flowers in the carpet had been living
exotics, they would have thriven in the warm air that surrounded them,
and feared no frost; and her mother's fire had been fed by charity! It
was to the credit of Rotha's budding power of self-command that she
shewed nothing of what she felt. She was outwardly calm and impassive.
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