Silence fell, which Mrs. Mowbray would not break. She watched the girl's
face, which shewed thoughts working and some struggle going on. The
struggle was so absorbing, that Rotha did not notice the silence, nor
know how long it lasted.
"Then--you think--" she began,--"according to--that I ought--"
The words came slowly and with some inner protest. Mrs. Mowbray rose.
"It is no matter what I think. The decision must be made by yourself
independently. Study it, and pray over it; and I pray you may decide
rightly."
"But if _you_ thought, Mrs. Mowbray--" Rotha began.
"It is not I whom you have to obey, my child. I think your case is not an
easy one; it would not be for me; I believe it would rouse all the
wickedness there is in me; but, as you said, by the grace of God one can
do anything. I shall pray for you, my dear."
She left the room, though Rotha would fain have detained her. It was much
easier to talk than to act; and now she was thrown back upon the
necessity for action. She sat leaning over the Bible, looking at the
words; uncompromising, simple, clear words, but so hard, so hard, to
obey! "If he compel thee to go a mile, go with him twain." And then
Rotha's will took such a hold of her stockings, that it seemed as if she
never could let them go. It was injustice! it was oppression! it was
extortion! it was more, something else that Rotha could not define. Yes,
true, but--"if he take away thy coat, let him have thy cloak also."
A long while Rotha worried over those words; and then stole into her mind
another thought, coming with the subtlety and the peace of a sunbeam.--It
is not for aunt Serena; it is for Christ; you are his servant, and these
are his commands.--It is true! thought Rotha, with a sudden casting off
of the burden that was upon her; I _am_ his servant; and since this is his
pleasure, why, it is mine. Aunt Serena may have the things; what does it
signify? but I have a chance to please God in giving them up; and here I
have been trying as hard as I could to fight off from doing it. A pretty
sort of a Christian I am! But--and O what a joy came with the
consciousness--I think the Lord is beginning to take away my stony heart.
The feeling of being indeed a servant of the Lord Christ seemed to
transform things to Rotha's vision. And among other things, the words of
the Bible, which were suddenly become very bright and very sweet to her.
The question in hand being settled, and no fear of the words any longer
possessing her, it occurred to her to take her "Treasury of Scripture
Knowledge" and see what more there might be about this point of not
resisting evil. She found first a word back in Leviticus----
"Thou shalt not avenge, nor bear any grudge against the children of thy
people, but thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself."--Lev. xix. 18.
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