It struck Rotha's conscience. This went even further than turning the
cheek and resigning the cloak; (or she thought so) for it forbade her
withal to harbour any grudge against the wrong doer. Not have a grudge
against her aunt, after giving up the stockings to her? Yet Rotha saw and
acknowledged presently that only so could the action be thoroughly sound
and true; only so could there be no danger of nullifying it by some
sudden subsequent action. But bear _no grudge?_ Well, by the grace of
God, perhaps. Yes, that could do everything.
She went on, meanwhile, and read some passages of David's life; telling
how he refused to take advantage of opportunities to avenge himself upon
Saul, who was seeking his life at the time. The sweet, noble, humble
temper of the young soldier and captain, appeared very manifest and very
beautiful; at the same time, Rotha thought she could easier have forgiven
Saul, in David's place, than in her own she could forgive Mrs. Busby.
Some other words about not avenging oneself she passed over; _that_ was
not the point with her; and then she came to a word in Romans,----
"If it be possible, as much as lieth in you, live peaceably with all
men."
That confirmed her decision, and loudly. If she would live peaceably with
Mrs. Busby, no doubt she must do her will in the matter of the stockings.
But "with all men," and "as much as lieth in you"; those were weighty
words, well to be pondered and laid to heart. Evidently the Lord would
have his servants to be quiet people and kindly; not so much bent on
having their own rights, as careful to put no hindrance in the way of
their good influence and example. And I am one of his people, thought
Rotha joyously. I will try all I can. And it is very plain that I must
not bear a grudge in my heart; for if it was there, I could never keep it
from coming out.
Then she read a verse in 1 Corinthians vi. 7. "Now therefore there is
utterly a fault among you, because ye go to law one with another. _Why do
ye not rather take wrong?_ why do ye not rather suffer yourselves to be
defrauded?" It did not stumble her now. Looking upon all these
regulations as opportunities to make patent her service of Christ and to
please him, they won quite a pleasant aspect. The words of the hymn, so
paradoxical till one comes to work them out, were already verified in her
experience--
"He always wins who sides with God;
To him no chance is lost.
_God's will is sweetest to him when
It triumphs at his cost_."
Ay, for then he tastes the doing of it, pure, and unmixed with the
sweetness of doing his own will.
And then came,--"Not rendering evil for evil, or railing for railing; but
contrariwise blessing; knowing that ye are thereunto called, that ye
should inherit a blessing."--1 Peter iii. 9.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account