"I do not think so. But let it be, Rotha, and never mention this subject
to me again. Different people have different ways of looking at the same
thing; and people are often very honestly mistaken. You must not judge
others by yourself."
"Mother, I think that was very unjust," said Rotha, in immediate
disregard of this precept.
"You must not think it was meant so."
"But, mother, if a wrong thing is honestly meant, does that make it
right?"
"There is but one rule of right and wrong; it is God's rule."
"Then what difference does it make, whether it was 'honestly meant' or
no?"
"A good deal, I should say. Don't you think it does?"
"I do not believe aunt Serena means it honestly, though. If she was a
good woman, she wouldn't keep what belongs to you. She must _know_ it is
wrong!"
"Rotha, you are paining me," said Mrs. Carpenter, the tears springing to
her eyes. "This is very foolish talk, and very improper. Get your book."
"I don't wonder you don't want to go and see her!" said Rotha indignantly
as she obeyed the order. "O mother! if I could just once roll in the
grass again!"
At this moment came a cry from the street--
"Straw--berr_ees!_"
"What's that?" exclaimed Rotha springing to the window. "Mother, it's a
woman with a basket full of something red. Strawberries! it's
strawberries!"
The accent of this word went to the mother's heart.
"It's early yet," she said. "They will be very dear. By and by they will
be plenty and cheaper."
"Strawberries!" repeated Rotha, following the woman with her eyes.
"Mother, I think I do hate New York. The sight of those strawberries
makes me wild. I want Carlo, and the ducks, and my old pussy cat, and the
garden; and--Oh, I want father!"
The natural conclusion to this burst was a passion of weeping. Mrs.
Carpenter was fain to lay down her work, and put her arms round the
child, and shed some tears with her; though even as they fell she was
trying to soothe Rotha into patience and self-command. Two virtues of
which as yet the girl knew nothing, except that her mother was a very
lovely and constant exemplification of them. Nobody ever expected either
from Rotha; although this was the first violent expression of grief and
longing that her mother had seen since their removal to New York, and it
took her by surprise. Rotha had seemed to acquiesce with tolerable ease
in the new conditions of things; and this was Mrs. Carpenter's first
notification that under all the outside calm there lay a power of wish
and pain. They wept together for a while, the mother and child, which was
a sort of relief to both of them.
"Mother," said Rotha, as she dried her tears and struggled to prevent
more coming,--"I could bear it, only that I don't see any end to it."
"Well, my child? what then?" said the mother tenderly.
"I don't feel as if I could bear this always."
"There might be much worse, Rotha."
"That don't make this one bit better, mother. It makes it harder."
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