Studying this a good while, in the light of her fears and wants, Rotha
came to a sense of the exquisite beauty of it; which wiser heads than
hers, looking at the words merely in cool speculation, do fail to find.
She saw that the toiling and moiling of men passes away from the Lord's
beloved; that what those try for with so much pains and worry, these have
without either; and in the absolute rest of faith can sleep while the
Lord takes care. His people are quiet, while the world wear themselves
out with anxiety and endeavour.
"His beloved."--I cannot have got to that, thought Rotha. I am not one of
them. But I must be. That is what I want to be.
The next thing was a promise to the Israelites, as far back as Moses'
time; that if they kept the ways of the Lord, among other blessings of
peace should be this: that they should lie down and none should make them
afraid; but Rotha thought that hardly applied, and went further. Then she
came to the word in the third of Proverbs, also spoken to the man who
should "keep wisdom":--
"When thou liest down, thou shalt not be afraid; yea, thou shalt lie
down, and thy sleep shall be sweet."--Prov. iii. 24.
It set Rotha pondering, this and the former passage. Is it because I am
so far from God, then? because I follow and obey him so imperfectly? that
I am so troubled with fear. Quite reasonable, if it is so. Naturally, the
sheep that are nearest the shepherd, feel most of his care. What next? It
gave her a stir, what came next: It was in the time of the early church;
James, the first martyr among the apostles, had been beheaded by Herod's
order; and seeing that this was agreeable to the fanatical Jews, he had
apprehended Peter also and put him in ward; waiting only till the feast
of the Passover should be out of the way, before he brought him forth to
execution. And it was the night preceding the day which should be the day
of execution; "and the same night Peter was sleeping between two
soldiers, bound with two chains." Chained to a Roman soldier on one side
of him, and to another on the other side of him, on no soft bed, and
expecting a speedy summons to death, _Peter was sleeping_. All sorts of
characters do sleep, it is said, the night before the day when they know
they are to be put to death; in weariness, in despair, in stolid
indifference, in stoical calmness, in proud defiance. But Rotha knew it
was upon no such slumbers that the "light shined in the prison," and to
no such sleeper that the angel of the Lord came, or ever does come. That
was the sleep of meekness and trust.
The list of passages given by the "Treasury" on that clause of the third
psalm here came to an end. Rotha had not enough, however; she took up the
words in the 6th verse--"I will not be afraid," etc. And then she came to
the burst of confident triumph in the 27th psalm. And then,
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