Rotha hesitated. Must she come to this? And to doing _everything_ for
herself and for her own room? For if carrying up the water, then surely
all other services beside. Providing water was one of the least. Was it
come to this? She must know.
"Then you will not take care of my room for me, Mrs. Purcell?" she asked
quietly.
"Mis' Busby didn't write nothin' about my takin' care o' rooms," said
Mrs. Purcell; "without they was empty ones. I've got you to take care of;
I can't take o' your room too. You're strong and well, aint you, like
other folks?"
Rotha made no reply. She stood still, silent and indignant, both at the
impertinence of the woman's speech and at the hardness of her aunt's
unkindness. The shadow of the prospect before her fell upon her very
gloomily and chill. Mrs. Purcell it was safest not to answer. Rotha
turned, took up the pail and went to the pump.
And there she stood still She set down her pail, but instead of pumping
the water, she laid hold of the pump handle and leaned upon it What ever
was to become of her? Must she be degraded not only to menial
companionship but to manual labour also? Once no doubt Rotha had been
familiar with such service; but that was when she was a child; and the
years that had passed since then and the atmosphere of Mrs. Mowbray's
house had ripened in her a love of refinement that was almost fastidious.
Not only of innate refinement, which she knew would not be affected, but
of refinement in all outward things; her hands, her carriage, her walk,
her dress. Must she live now to do things which would harden her hands,
soil her dress, bend her straight figure, and make her light step heavy?
For how long? If she had known it would be only for a month, Rotha would
have laughed at it, and played with it; instead of any such comforting
assurance, she had a foreboding that she was to be left in Tan field for
an indefinite length of time. She tried to reason herself out of this,
saying to herself that she had really no ground for it; in vain. The sure
instinct, keener than reason in taking evidence, forbade her. She stood
in a sort of apathy of dismay, looking into the surrounding shrubbery and
noting things without heeding them; feeling the sweet, still spring air,
the burst of fresh life and the opening of fresh promise in earth and
sky; hearing the birds twitter, the cocks crowing, and noticing that
there was little else to even characterize, much less break, the silent
peace of nature. In the midst of all this what she felt was revulsion
from her present surroundings and companionship; and it was at last more
to get out of Mrs. Purcell's near neighbourhood than for any other reason
that she filled her pail and carried it up stairs to her room. She was
half glad now that it was so far away from the kitchen. If she could but
take her meals up there! She filled her pitchers; but did not immediately
go back with Mrs. Purcell's pail.
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